The solution is vague, no matter how I may struggle
My only way to answer a simple problem
Is to exhaust all possible options
And practice distancing myself, again and again

The desire to see you is something limited, so I try to keep it intact
I develop a habit of checking in on it
But don’t let it bother you, just come save me
I’m about to get caught in another spiral

This problem already exists beyond you
I want to put an end to this spring season, this sterilization
Don’t try to hold me back with common sense
Don’t go effortlessly throwing around accepted truths

I have no scars, no reason to swim
But I’ve learned how to manage my breathing anyway
I’ll go ahead and drown first, if that puts an end to all of this
Moving endlessly onward, far far away
I’ll speak an old truism, value judgement and all
“Come on over, come one over, come on over!” Why?
I’ll have forgotten it all by tomorrow anyway

I go looking for only your bad parts
I fight on in the trap known as loneliness and isolation
Drowning in my own deep sense of honor
Why do you laugh so effortlessly
While your tears fall softly?
Why? When I’m trying so hard to not give in

It’s unfair, it’s unfair
Oh, pain, pain, fly away!
Just forget about it, forget about it
If I can’t be the meaning in your life
Don’t try to hold me back by stealing my updraft
Don’t go effortlessly presenting me possibilities

I have no scars, no reason to swim
But I’ve learned how to manage my breathing anyway
I’ll go ahead and drown first, if that puts an end to all of this
Moving endlessly onward, far far away
I’ll speak an old truism, value judgement and all
“Come on over, come one over, come on over!” Why?
I’ll have forgotten it all by tomorrow anyway

What opposes me? What can I possibly hate?
Don’t leave these answers up to me!

I have no scars, no reason to swim
But I’ve learned how to manage my breathing anyway
I’ll go ahead and drown first, if I can swipe it all away with just one finger
Moving endlessly onward, far far away
I’ll speak an old truism, value judgement and all
“Come on over, come one over, come on over!” Why?
I’ll have made my escape by tomorrow

Even if I’m doing what’s expected, I want to keep struggling
Tonight, I’ll melt into the water once more, bidding goodnight
Even if punishment awaits, I won’t look back
I want to swim on, simply, with purpose
Even if I’m doing what’s expected, I want to keep struggling
Tonight, I’ll melt into the water once more, bidding goodnight
Even if I’m covered in mud, make me believe
I want to love myself for being so different

曖昧な解決　どう踠いても
単純問題解答ならば
表　裏　使い切って
遠ざかる練習　繰り返すの

会いたいは有限　壊さないように
確かめてしまう癖を
嫌がらないで　もう助けてよ
また　スパイラルに絡まる

もう　君どころじゃないよ
春も消毒も　終わらせたいから
人口知能　使って　引き止めたりしないで
簡単に正解　ばら撒かないでいてね

泳ぐ必要も　傷も無いのに何故か
覚えた息継ぎをして
先に溺れるよ　それで消し切れるなら
どこまでも　ただ　遠くへ
綺麗事　言うよ　価値を値付けたまま
おいでって　おいでって　おいでって　なんで
明日にはもう　忘れてしまうのに。。

君の欠点ばかり漁って
孤立無援の罠を潜って
深い曹操に自ら溺れて
涼しい顔で笑って
そっと涙を零すのなんで
渡りたくないのにどうして

ずるいよ　ずるいよ
痛い痛いの飛んで行けって
もういいよ　もういいよ
君の意味になれないなら
上昇気流　奪って　引き止めたりしないで
簡単に可能性　与えないでいてね

泳ぐ必要も　傷も無いのに何故か
覚えた息継ぎをして
先に溺れるよ　それで消し切れるなら
どこまでも　ただ　遠くへ
綺麗事　言うよ　価値を値付けたまま
おいでって　おいでって　おいでって　なんで
明日にはもう　忘れてしまうのに

何が抗うの　何を憎めるの
預けないでいてよ

泳ぐ必要も　傷も無いのに何故か
覚えた息継ぎをして
先に溺れるよ　指で消し切れるなら
どこまでも　ただ　遠くへ
綺麗事　言うよ　価値を値付けたまま
おいでって　おいでって　おいでって　なんで
明日にはもう　逃れてしまうのに

当てはまってても　抗っていたいよ
今宵も水に　溶けてお休み
罰があってても　振り向かないよ
単純に慎重に　泳いでいたいの
当てはまってても　争っていたいよ
今宵も水に　溶けておやすみ
泥まみれでも　信じさせてよ
異なる自分を愛していたいの