1.Although I know hiding my true self beneath my wings is a futile endeavor
2.Bearing the pain born of loneliness inevitably gives way to an uneasy future, but also hope3.
4.Battles in the sky turn adoration into vapor, but constantly suppressing desire
5.Will only ever bear twisted shapes
6.How selfish of me, to want to make the rays of the sun as daylight breaks in the east my own7.
8.How can I explain that I want to believe
9.In those dark yet brilliant places, where vague words can’t reach?
10.Even if the heat burning my body makes me want to let go
11.Of the breath caressing my skin
12.The wings that can carry me back to that town matter to me a little more13.
14.Ahh, if only I could keep going like this forever, I would find a warm spot
15.Still too soft to the touch16.
17.When exactly did it all start? Was it the morning I was sweeping the floor of my messy room
18.Unstable emotions that will never see the light of day, just like my perpetually disorganized life
19.I take the pile of dirty dishes, the moldy bread, the disposable bottle of jam
20.And cram it all into a trash bag and sling it over my back, marking a day of celebration21.
22.But typically it’s just a fleeting impulse or a stopgap effort You can even sleep on the floor once you get used to it
23.You can even sleep on the floor once you get used to it
24.Please, keep safely breathing, until I’m ready to reveal my secrets25.
26.How can I explain that I want to love
27.Both the shallow and the deep, where even perfect words won’t reach?
28.Even amidst the heat that makes me want to let go
29.Of your breath against my skin
30.The wings that can carry me back to that town matter to me a little more31.
32.Ahh, if only I could keep going like this forever
33.I want to take even those distorted shapes into a warm embrace with a smile
34.All the way to the sky
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