This is terrible, this is the worst
It’s you guys’ fault
I didn’t even ask you in the first place, would you stop giving birth to me?
It could have been much easier if I did not exist from the beginning
Even so
It’s you guys’ fault
This is our days of counterattack
We, who don’t have a single place to belong

I don’t even know the right answer to love but
It would be fine if I was having fun right now

I am not connected to the initial members of this town but
I learned from the news clip I watched night after night
I heard that some unfortunate children like me
have spent time here
Buy school uniform from the little pocket money
Easily accessible knives and lots of nonprescription drugs
Once you put them in the school bag
It’s time to go

Adoration is something which is
the more you desire it
the more it will destroy myself, I have to earn again today
Please will you come back here often since I am reasonable?
Even if I give you money
You, you are not
meeting my eyes
Actually, I know all about it already

Because look
The number of my cuts have been increasing a lot
Today, tomorrow, I will just keep cutting
I am wrecked both physically and mentally
But I am still alive so
Please approve of me, whoever, even if it was a lie
‘cause it is the last place to escape to
I don’t mind if it was only a dream
Let’s hold our hands together

I don’t even know what is “love” is
It would be fine if I was having fun right now

Because look
Even my life expectancy has been getting shorter
How much is my value now?
How long can I keep living in this city
The flow of time is weird and she is not here anymore
Since it is the last place to escape to
If I fell further low than this
I must say goodbye to this world

This is terrible, this is the worst
It’s you guys’ fault
I won’t ever forgive you until I die. So, would you stop calling me?
It would have been much easier if I could choose it from the beginning
Even so
It’s you guys’ fault
This is our – those who don’t have a single place to belong –
days of counterattack

… it could have been that way but
Even if I deceive myself with the number of other people
My heart, which won’t be filled up,
starts crying for love, though it doesn’t even have a memory of me touching it
Can I ever be happy in this city?
I am scared of the world outside
I am only allowed in here
Ah, I have nowhere to go

That is the way to live for entire life
Live while getting stuck
Ah, even despair and disappointment
they are already out of use
I was told that hell suits me,
because I don’t have wings
By someone’s laughter which makes my ear hurt
Why don’t I at least have fun right now?
In the future I will be finished with this country
Be rough as much as I can now
Let’s perish in the near future

最悪だ　最低だ
お前らのせいだ
そもそも頼んでもないのに産むのやめて？
最初から居なければ楽だったのに
それなのに
お前らのせいだ
居場所の一つもろくに無いわたし達の
反撃の日々だ

愛の正解も知らないけど
今が楽しければそれで良いよね？

この街の初期メンに繋がりは居ないけど
夜な夜な見たニュースの動画で知ったよ
此処じゃわたしみたいな不幸な子達が
過ごしてるんだって
なけなしのお小遣いで制服揃えて
手頃な刃に市販薬(くすり)も大量に
ランドセルに入れたら
さぁ出発だ

憧れは
拗らせてしまえばしまうほど
この身を蝕んでくの　今日も稼がなきゃ
わたしお買い得だからもっと来てよ？
貢いでも
あなたは　あなたは
目を合わせてはくれないのね
本当はもう　全部知ってるよ

だってほら
傷の数はずっと増えてんだよ
今日も明日も刻むだけね
身体も心もズタズタのわたし
でも生きてるの　だから
誰でもいい　嘘でもいいから認めて？
最後の逃げ場だからさ
夢でも構わないから
手繋いでいようよ

愛の正体も知らないけど
今が楽しければそれで良いよね？

だってほら
余命だってずっと減り続けて
わたしの価値　今どれくらい？
いつまでこの街で生きていくことが出来るのかな
時の流れがおかしくて　もうあの子も居ないね
最後の逃げ場だからさ
これ以上堕ちてしまえば
この世にバイバイかな。

最悪だ　最低だ
お前らのせいだ
死ぬまで許すことないわ　呼ぶのもやめて？
最初から選べれば楽だったのに
それなのに
お前らのせいだ
居場所の一つもろくに無いわたし達の
反撃の日々だ

…だったのに
他人(ひと)の数で誤魔化したって
埋まることないこの心が
触れた記憶すらない愛を求め今叫びだして
この街の中でも幸せになれませんか？
外の世界は怖くて
此処しか許されなくて
あぁもう八方塞がりだ

そうやって一生
行き詰りながら生きて
あぁ絶望だって失望だって
とうに廃ってるよ
羽根のないこんな身体には
地獄がお似合いだって
誰かの笑い声で耳が痛くて
せいぜい今楽しんでね？
将来この国ごと終わるから
荒れるだけ今荒れて
近い未来でほら滅びましょ