It’s stagnated, it’s distorted
Standing in this world, I was just breathing here
I’m just a nobody
I don’t even know who’s friend or foe
Tired of being a polite stranger
-But why?
-People always say “be nice to others”
-But why?
-Because I’m not confident
-But why?
-I was acting tough
Instead of just standing still with a blank mind
I suppress the part of me that wants to die and sit back and watch
The pre-determined competition
Mocking from the sidelines
Don’t act like you understand because you don’t, damn it
It’s stagnated, it’s distorted
Standing in this world, I was just breathing here
I find myself wavering in my daily life, submerging under
I can’t possibly have dreams of what I want to be
And I can’t possibly have ideas that I’m not used to
The cycle of life will reincarnate me with all my unanswered questions
Being manipulated by illusions forever
What my weakness or my ugliness brings, I blame it all on others
At the very least, surviving now as a routine
My own superior attitude annoys me
-But why?
-Because I’m not confident
-But why?
-I’m afraid
I don’t want to see it
Always blind assumptions, totally useless, getting past cold stares
Makeshift transparent lies, I see right through them
Mocking from the sidelines
Don’t act like you understand because you don’t, damn it
It’s stagnated, it’s distorted
Standing in this world, I was just breathing here
I find myself wavering in my daily life, submerging under
It’s stagnated, it’s distorted
Standing in this world, I was just breathing here
I find myself wavering in my daily life, submerging under
I can’t possibly have dreams of what I want to be
And I can’t possibly have ideas that I’m not used to
The cycle of life will reincarnate me with all my unanswered questions
Being manipulated by illusions forever