Dumb as I am, here I stay in this tiny room
Today, I’m making excuses on wanting to die again
Passing through the nerve wracking days
To the utopia that I once dreamed of
The migraine slowly weared away
I will now grow wings and dive in to that cloud
The lousy ones will go far and away
I’m not here anymore
You know what I’m saying?
My memories slowly came back
The tuning of joy and despair seems to be on point
The world underneath is filled with jeers
But music fills the world here up above the clouds
Look, another liar that came across again
A place like that is now looking up at me
The miserable feelings are all on TV
The memories of that day, “For be high” just roll them out
I’m now all over the news on TV
Finally, I’ve become popular now
Finally, I’ve become free
If this reached anyone in that world
Then it will hold meanings to me
I’m still alone here
So I’ll just wait for you to come home
I couldn’t oppose to anything that day
I imagined myself take the win, created that image
My heart without an accelerator
The brakes were stepped on, then froze as is
The rules and common sense of this world
I wanted to escape from that flame, and to do that
I decided to leave this song for the world to hear
In it, I summoned a curse that will go on for generations to come
Look, here again Another idiot who came wandering around
The sky cried out drops of rain
The way our clothes get drenched, is the meaning of life itself
But even things like that all felt like a burden now
I might as well just disappear like these droplets of rain
And with a blink of a second, just forget everything
But then what about the people who stayed behind?
There’s a reason for every life’s end
I’m now all over the news on TV
Finally, I’ve become popular now
I’ve become free
If this reached anyone in that world
Then it will hold meanings to me
I’m still alone here
So I’ll just wait for you to come home
Life goes by in a flash, there’s always an end
But the feelings and emotions all live on
The words you said so casually Felt like shackles on my legs, holding me down for so long
The words I spat out in my dreams faded away before knowing
The place I dreamed of that day appeared right in front of me
People say that because there is a past, there is a present
But let’s just laugh through the time we have in our hands today
I’m now all over the news on TV
Finally, I’ve become popular now
I’ve become free
If this reached anyone in that world
Then it will hold meanings to me
I’m still alone here
So I’ll just wait for you to come home
The me, who could not do a single thing
Does not exist here anymore
I wrote words to describe this journey of life
And once I added music to them, the melody took me
And then there came a world
Where adults were ordered to fix up their mistakes
This was what I had longed for all along