I try to not let anyone notice
That my emotions have gone cold
I’m on my own now and I fear nothing
And yet
I spent my Saturday with someone
And we blew our money on things we didn’t need
We were being simple minded
But, I don’t think that’s the issue
I never said I was “running away”
Just like last year, when I spent the night at another’s…
“I want to do that again”
And yet, when I try, something inside me goes
“Ugh, you know this isn’t it, right?”
It gets mad at me
Wow
Teenage Solution
It can be solved by no one
Ah, even though you’re older
That doesn’t mean you can solve it
Even if it’s done out of love
I myself am troubled by nothing
Even if you try hard to give me troubles
And so I’m fine if you leave me alone
And yet
If I somehow make something awkward
For everyone by simply being there
Then I’ll just go sit in my room
Why am I like this? Sometimes I dislike myself
I just want to have some fun
Like last year, when I expressed my “likes” and “dislikes”…
“I want to talk about it”
But when I do that, something inside me
Makes an annoying knocking sound
Just to tell me the future “isn’t waiting” for me
Wow
Teenage Solution
I can’t find it
Ah, the irritation of Midnight Blue
I really do understand
Your kindness
If a smile is what I want, I’ll give you one
I don’t feel lonely
I’m not bored either
Sometimes I’m just highly annoyed
With myself…
Wow
Teenage Solution
It can be solved by no one
Ah, even though you’re older
That doesn’t mean you can solve it
Wow
Teenage Solution
I can’t find it
Ah, the irritation of Midnight Blue
I really do understand
Oh, you’re very kind
“Even so”
It all seems to be hopeless…