I’m searching, always searching, to know the future
Surely yet, not yet reached, our song without a haven
Laughing at a heart sunk in unattainable feelings
This momentary impulse, no more of that is fine
Don’t get lost. We are holding hands, moving forward
Surely, someday, there will be something visible
Provoked by impatience, even if I seek meaningless words
There’s never enough right answers at any time
Look, any medium will do, be clear if you want to convey
Now muddy it, dredge it, correct it, construct it
Life and sceneries, everything is transient
This place is still not dawning
Always searching, searching, to know the future
Surely yet, not yet reached
I want to follow our song without a haven
Taking control of everything, even if it ends in great loss
Fulfilling duties and recovering everything
(Even if that’s not enough, not sufficient, not reaching)
Please don’t steer towards absurdity
Secrets and wishes, all are transitory
I want to see them touch this hand
Surely just far away, just far away, the world is waiting
But still, still, we stand here
Unable to become adults
Feeling like I don’t want to pretend
It seems like it doesn’t matter anymore
I want to be swept away, but
The destination isn’t there
Sensation becomes a cage
Twisting around my head
Searching for each other
Sharing the darkness
Remembering, remembering those days with nowhere to go
I just, just wanted to run away
That was all
Always searching, searching, to know the future
Surely yet, not yet reached
I want to follow our song without a haven
Our continuing future