I’m glad to have met you
But it seems like everything is sad as if it were natural
The memories that are so happy now hurt
Nurturing the farewell that will come someday

Rather than living by taking away someone’s place
I wish I could become just a pebble
If that were the case, there would be no misunderstandings or confusion
And you wouldn’t even have to know about me

I want all my feelings to reach you
But I have secrets I can’t tell anyone, so I end up lying
I’m more timid than you might think
Why is it?

Even with the sadness and cracks that won’t disappear, as long as I’m with you
I’m happy that I can laugh and say, “That’s enough”
Everything in front of me seems to blur and melt away
Overflowing with miracles but still not enough
You called my name

If you were to lose your place and wander
I would think that someone else could become a substitute
Now, with delicate and certain pretending
We’ll probably continue to laugh together, again and again

No matter how many times I swear, no matter how many times I pray
I have nightmarish dreams that a small distortion will someday engulf you
I’m more inadequate than you might think
Why is it?

Please, for eternity, for countless nights that can’t be overcome
May these days of holding hands and trying to overcome continue
Even if it’s just to vividly color my closed eyelids
What can I do for that to happen?
May I call your name?

The moment I was born, I cried and screamed
“I want to disappear”
Since then, I’ve been searching
For the day when I can meet you

Even with the sadness and cracks that won’t disappear, as long as I’m with you
I’m happy that I can laugh and say, “That’s enough”
Everything in front of me seems to blur and melt away
Overflowing with miracles but still not enough
You called my name

May I call your name?

あたしあなたに会えて本当に嬉しいのに
当たり前のようにそれらすべてが悲しいんだ
今痛いくらい幸せな思い出が
いつか来るお別れを育てて歩く

誰かの居場所を奪い生きるくらいならばもう
あたしは石ころにでもなれたならいいな
だとしたら勘違いも戸惑いもない
そうやってあなたまでも知らないままで

あなたにあたしの思いが全部伝わってほしいのに
誰にも言えない秘密があって嘘をついてしまうのだ
あなたが思えば思うよりいくつもあたしは意気地ないのに
どうして

消えない悲しみも綻びもあなたといれば
それでよかったねと笑えるのがどんなに嬉しいか
目の前の全てがぼやけては溶けてゆくような
奇跡であふれて足りないや
あたしの名前を呼んでくれた

あなたが居場所を失くし彷徨うくらいならばもう
誰かが身代わりになればなんて思うんだ
今　細やかで確かな見ないふり
きっと繰り返しながら笑い合うんだ

何度誓っても何度祈っても惨憺たる夢を見る
小さな歪みがいつかあなたを呑んでなくしてしまうような
あなたが思えば思うより大げさにあたしは不甲斐ないのに
どうして

お願い　いつまでもいつまでも超えられない夜を
超えようと手をつなぐこの日々が続きますように
閉じた瞼さえ鮮やかに彩るために
そのために何ができるかな
あなたの名前を呼んでいいかな

産まれてきたその瞬間にあたし
「消えてしまいたい」って泣き喚いたんだ
それからずっと探していたんだ
いつか出会える　あなたのことを

消えない悲しみも綻びもあなたといれば
それでよかったねと笑えるのがどんなに嬉しいか
目の前の全てがぼやけては溶けてゆくような
奇跡であふれて足りないや
あたしの名前を呼んでくれた

あなたの名前を呼んでいいかな