I’m just mumbling to myself… don’t ask me something so embarrassing!
It’s about you… but I won’t tell you any more than that!
I’m so mixed up, like my buttons have been switched around.
Unable to figure it out, I’m just making things difficult again.
Once again, the feeling I want to tell you
Suffers a series of typos before it can even become words.
When I drink them down, along with my sighs, they taste so bitter…
I’m searching before I even realize—
I’m searching for your smile!
It happens unconsciously so I can’t even tell you the reason why!
Whenever I’m alone, I start wanting to see you!
No matter who I’m with, I start wanting to see you!
It’s just one single phrase, so why is it…? Ahh…
I can’t say the words! I can’t tell you this feeling! Ahh…
I just wish you’d hurry up and realize!
The choices open to me are like a 1,000 piece puzzle.
Combined with my imagination, they keep me from making up my mind!
This feeling I can’t quite get a hold of
Shows its unattractive face yet again! With all my self loathing + regrets,
I’m leagues away from spitting out the apology I’ve been saving up…
If I listen closely, I can hear it!
I hear nothing but your voice!
Though amidst all this commotion, I’m pretending not to notice.
When I’m by your side, I get so happy!
When you’re far away, I get so sad!
It’s such a simple thing, so why is it…? Ahh…
I can’t say the words! I can’t tell you this feeling! Ahh…
I want to be true to my heart…
The sky looks like it’s about to cry…
I feel a drop on my cheek… is it raining?
I hid my unsteady heart under my umbrella—
I hid it all behind words I mumbled to myself.
The truth is, I’ve always… Ah…
I’m searching before I even realize—
I’m searching for your smile!
It happens unconsciously so I can’t even tell you the reason why!
Whenever I’m alone, I start wanting to see you!
No matter who I’m with, I start wanting to see you!
It’s just one single phrase, so why is it…? Ahh…
I can’t say the words! I can’t tell you this feeling! Ahh…
I just wish you’d hurry up and realize!