I hid it all under a fake smile
I never could say how I felt
I lost sight of something important
I am alone
Running down the tracks laid out for me
Different day, same old path
Gazing at the scenery flying past me
I look away from myself
“That’s not right.”
“It wasn’t supposed to be like this.”
Right? Isn’t that right? Isn’t that right?
I told myself again and again
Out of fear
One regret after another, everything slips through my fingers
All my failures, all my regrets, I want to go back and fix them
But with loss came the realization: all I’ve ever done is take
Ah, that is why I am alone
Past regrets flashing through my mind
They keep coming back to haunt me
Gazing out the window sentimentally
I look away from my life
“When will this end?”
“Is it going to be like this forever?”
Ah, why, oh why
Never understanding
Always and forever
One failure after another, every choice I make is wrong
My life, my relationships, I want to go back and fix them
But with mistakes came the realization: all I ever do is give up
Ah, that is why it keeps going on
My memories (And even my heart) Turn to gray
The past grows blurry if I’m going to forget
These wounds, and even this pain
I will remember once again
That’s why I…
One regret after another, everything slipped through my fingers
All my failures, all my regrets, I wanted to go back and fix them
With time came the realization: I will always be the fool
Ah, that is why I am alone