I’m always full of scars
My mind and body are fragmented
Passion and heartlessness go round and round in my head
I plunge into the city
Where it’s full of lies, it makes me sick
Within the stench and the noise, I cry out alone
Nothing is happening, how was it today?
Don’t say meaningless things all the time
That creepy voice echoes in my mind
While I can’t stop crying
“You don’t have to be afraid, so stop hiding
Come and dance with me,” you said
I want to get away from this putrid world
Disperse right now, disperse, disperse, quietly
Quietly, don’t let me be alone
Like sorrow laid out in the bars of a song
Forever and ever and ever
Until love can be proven
I don’t want to believe that love is an emotion
I could go insane
Who is knocking on the door of my heart
Which I closed from fear of suffocation
Don’t try to stuff common sense into the keyhole
It’s so annoying, I don’t want anything at all
I want to break it, I would rather be broken
I want to live in a complete darkness
I want to live
I don’t care if I don’t sleep at all
My consciousness wobbles and it’s oddly habit-forming
I wish I could disappear like this
I want to wipe away all the likes, the dislikes, good and evil
I just want to hold my breath and sink
Disperse right now, disperse, disperse, everybody
Nobody is allowed here
A whirlpool of emptiness hopelessly spills over
I want, I want, I want you to know my heart is in pain
I wish I could tell you
Emotions thrust impulses up
Shaking me to the core
I’m always full of scars
My body and mind are fragmented
Passion is heartless, it’s all tattered inside my heart