At the entrance of midnight
Loneliness suddenly resurfaces
Deep in the reservoir of tears that couldn’t be shed
Scooping it up with a cup for sadness
I quietly gaze at it
Aquarium, deep world
Here, there is only me and myself
I try screaming as loud as I can
My voice echoes more than usual
No one can hear it
Only I can hear it
(Tomorrow is so far away)
(Chased out of yesterday)
(Holding my knees in the gap)
Engulfed in blue
(Back, front, back again)
(Shaky, thoughts waver)
(I can’t reach anywhere)
I want to keep swimming like this
Sleepless, endless
Today scatters away
Floating, sinking
Characters crowd around
The words I had locked away
The me that surrounded me
Spins, spins
It continues forever
A day that feels like a lifetime
I’m completely exhausted
I sought blankness on a notebook
Because my mind is already full
It’s frustrating that my hands can’t keep up
I want to write my heart out quickly
Wanting to tell the truth, I revise, the water ripples
Tracing me, spelling me out
(Whichever way I go, spinning around
Whichever I choose, spinning around
The words I had locked away
The me that surrounded me spins, spins)
Days that passed by at double speed
I was just absorbed in not being thrown off
What I saw there
The sounds I heard, the color of the sky
It will take more time to understand
Who is right, who is wrong
Unable to divide into two
I wanted to be together
I wanted to be with all of that
(Advancing, then back on the same path)
(The answer I thought I found)
(Today won’t light up anymore)
Returning to a blank slate
(Back, front, back again)
(Flipping and flapping)
(Hey, which is it now?)
What remains in the end
Continuous, no gaps
Years lined up with time
The buried screams
Are chasing after me
Words turned into a float
Desperately grasping
Spinning, spinning
They won’t let go of me
Engulfed in blue, like this
Endless, bottomless
Rolling into the depths
In the waves of memory, glimpses
Softly spun words
I held them with these hands
Spinning, spinning
Embracing me
In the silence of plugging my ears
Only the sound of my heart beating resonates within me
Rhythm, bouncing, vibrating waves
Surround me, gaze, voice
Heat returns to my chilled body
I know
Where should I go
I know
The feelings I want to convey
(Whichever way I go, spinning around
Whichever I choose, spinning around
The words I had locked away
The me that surrounded me spins, spins)
Words born today
I have to deliver them
Wishing for tomorrow