I hate you; I meant it
Ah, I quietly shed the armor
I want to love, and
you took notice of my soul, more fragile than anyone
It’s okay even if the light is sparse
I vowed to light your way
Still unable to grow strong
I held your hand saying I’m sorry; I’m sorry
“Have I been able to change? Even if the future is distorted, I want to be with you”
On my awkward kindness
you went ahead and leaned
Instead of a beautiful bouquet
You chose a flower without a name
With you by my side
I felt a light blink in the darkness of the night
“Will you forget the flower that still bloomed after all the tears have drained?”
Though in dirt, it’s still pretty – more than anyone else
In the days I used to be so regretfully in love
you are just left behind
Don’t forgive me who can’t make a promise
It’s okay even if the light is sparse
I vowed to walk with you
Though I can’t grow strong
I’m not afraid ’cause I’m with you
I want to hold you gently, rightly, to save you
Go carry on carry on
Linking one dot to another
Go carry on carry on
Shedding that armor