Hey, why is it you don’t even try to look me in the eyes? Why? You’ll probably just say,
“I can’t even bear to look at you,” I’m sure. Alright then,
But just who was it… who made me into this kind of woman?
You know, I’ve been waiting for you to chase after me this entire time.
We’ve finally met after so long, but you’re not going to make love to me? Come now. Ahh,
It’s time we start our lives anew; everything you’ve caused is your own fault!
I don’t get it – what is happiness, really? Which time was that supposed to have been?
What a pain; shall I scatter my brains and guts all about just to show you? Take a nice, hard look,
At this woman who’s been tainted down to her core.
I love you, truly love you – I’ll give it all to you! No – I hate you,
Really hate you – give it back after all, this instant! I’m kidding… But it’s too late now – let’s say our prayers!
Every part of this is tied up with you!
I’m fully aware: happiness and misfortune pass in a moment’s breath.
This chilled, yet warm hand has sampled all there is to taste; I don’t think,
There’s any more we can get out of this, my hateful beloved… Saying goodbye should hurt,
But it feels so good; those days have long passed. I want to put an end,
To this life caught at a standstill…
The ice grows thin. I’m all alone.

ねえ、如何して目を合わさうともしないの。何故。屹度
「直視に耐へない。」とでも云ふのでせう。だうせ。ぢやあ
一体誰よ。こんな女にしたのは誰。
ねえ、待つてゐたんだよ追つて来てくれるのをずつと。
やつと会へたつてのに抱いてもくれないのか。一寸。あゝ
人生ご破算。お前さんあんたの所為だつて。
分かんないの。仕合せつて何。何れが其れだつてのよ。
面倒臭いわ。脳味噌も腸もばら撒いて見せやうか。骨の髄
まで染め抜かれた女をご覧なさい。
好きよ大好き、皆あんたに上げる。いゝえ。嫌ひ大嫌ひ
よ、矢つ張り返して今直ぐ。なんて。まう遅いわ南無三。
お前さんで出来てんだ、全部。
分かつてんの。仕合せも、不幸も、刻一刻消え失せる。
冷やこいやうで温かいこの手が、味わひ尽くしたわ。これ
以上は何にも無いと思ふの。憎く可愛い人よ。痛いやうで
気持ち良いお別れよ。過ぎ去つたあの日々。留めてゐるまゝ
の生命ごと終はらせて仕舞ひたい。
薄らいで行くわ。私は独り法師。