The withering hydrangea goes naturally,
Its petals falling down
Some day I’ll quietly disappear
But I don’t even have the courage to do that

I’m about to be killed by smiles,
With nothing but boring talk
I want to experience it once,
Although there will probably never be a second time

I’m about to give in to the temptation

I sink into a flat, transparent cider,
and I don’t rise to the surface
If I’m with you I’m not afraid,
But when I turn around, no one’s there

You can’t understand how precious life is
Until you lose it
It’s OK just for now, only now
It can’t be helped that I’m like this

I’m about to be killed by smiles,
With nothing but trivial talk
I want to experience it once
Because there will probably never be a second time

Tell me the easiest way to do it

枯れかけた紫陽花が
散るように自然に
いつかそっと消えてやる
でもそんな勇気もない

笑顔に殺されそう
つまらない話ばかりで
一度は経験したい
たぶん二度目は無いけど

魔が差してしまいそう

気の抜けた透明なサイダーに
沈んで浮き上がんない
君となら怖くないが
振り向けば誰もいない

命の尊さなど
失うまでわかりゃしないし
今だけ今だけでいい
こんな自分じゃどうしようもない

笑顔に殺されそう
くだらない話ばかりで
一度は経験したい
たぶん二度目は無いから

一番簡単な方法を教えて