1.Shinitakunai kara monogatari wo kaiteita 2.Jidai janai noni pen wo tsukatta 3.Kidotteitan da 4.Ki ga tooku naru hodo monogatari wo kidotta 5.Otona ni naru no ga hontou tanoshikatta6. 7.Shinitakunai kara monogatari wo kaiteita 8.Kimi nara donna ketsumatsu wo nozomu darou ka 9.Konna tenkai wa kimi nara warau darou ka 10.Nakun darou ka 11.Okoru darou ka12. 13.Kakuu no kimi wo kaiteita 14.Tsukamenai kanshoku wa kirei de 15.Sore zenbu fikushon nan da 16.Sore demo kaita 17.Owarenakatta18.
19.Kon nan de owaru ka yo 20.Kaki kitta tte ieru ka yo 21.Haru mo natsu mo aki mo fuyu mo kaita 22.Shinitakunai kara 23.Gomi mitai na heya de 24.Kyou mo umidashiteita 25.Sou sa ore wa bukiyou na otoko 26.Shinitakunai yo shinitakunai yo shinitakunai yo 27.Shinitakunai yo shinitakunai yo shinitakunai yo 28.Shinitakunai yo shinitakunai yo29. 30.Ningen rashisa wo shiritai kara monogatari wo kaiteita 31.Seisei doudou kotoba ga dasenai ore wa ningen janai kara 32.Iitai koto dake kakitometeitara monogatari ga dekiteita 33.Daremo minai kedo nanka tanoshikatta34. 35.Ningen rashiku waratte mitai kara monogatari wo kaiteita 36.Hoo no kinniku wa tou no mukashi ni sutarechimatta 37.Hyouka sareru tabi ureshiku naru no wa kitto ore ga minikui kara da 38.Homeraretai to omou tabi jibun wo hajita39. 40.Aenai kara borokuso kaita 41.Mukashi no yuujin sensei kazoku 42.Ano hi aishita kimi sura mo 43.Sore dake de yuuetsukan ga atta44. 45.Jinsei zenbu umeru you ni 46.Sabishisa wo zenbu umeru you ni 47.Asa mo hiru mo yoru mo hibi wo kaita 48.Taorete shimau hodo ni 49.Datte nannimo mitasare ya shinain da yo 50.Sou sa ore wa yokubari nan da 51.Umidashitai yo umidashitai yo umidashitai yo 52.Umidashitai yo umidashitai yo umidashitai yo 53.Umidashitai yo umidashitai yo54. 55.Ongaku renai 56.Eiga ni ryokou 57.Hanashi no neta ni naru koto wa nandemo yatta 58.Hakidashite wa mata kuratta 59.Kuratte naite haite naite 60.Nanka ningen mitai da na61. 62.Jinsei zenbu kogasu you ni 63.Hitasura pen wo furuwaseta 64.Nannen nanjuunen shougai kore dake datta 65.Konna mono ga kuso no yaku ni tatsu mono ka 66.Sonna no wakateiru 67.Wakateiru no ni68. 69.Konnan ja owarenai 70.Kaki kittatte ie ya shinai 71.Haru mo natsu mo aki mo fuyu mo kaita 72.Shinde shimau kara 73.Gomi mitai na heya de 74.Nakiharashi nagara kaiteita 75.Sou sa ore wa bukiyou na otoko 76.Shinitakunai yo shinitakunai yo shinitakunai yo 77.Shinitakunai yo shinitakunai yo umidashitai yo 78.Umidashitai yo umidashitai yo umidashitai yo 79.Umidashitai yo shinitakunai
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1.I wrote a story because I didn’t want to die 2.I used a pen though it didn’t fit the times 3.I was being pretentious 4.I was egotistical about my story to the point of fainting 5.It was truly fun to become an adult6. 7.I wrote a story because I didn’t want to die 8.If it were you what kind of ending would you want? 9.If it were you would this kind of plot make you laugh? 10.Maybe you’d cry? 11.Maybe you’d get mad?12. 13.I wrote about an imaginary you 14.A beautiful unobtainable sensation 15.All of that was fiction 16.Even so I wrote it 17.It won’t end18. 19.How could it end like this? 20.Could I say I’ve written it all? 21.I wrote spring, summer, fall and winter 22.Because I didn’t want to die 23.In a trash dump of a room 24.I’m writing again today 25.That’s right, I’m a useless man 26.I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die, 27.I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die, 28.I don’t want to die29. 30.I wanted to know what it’s like to be human, so I wrote a story 31.Because I who can’t get frank and honest words to come out am not human 32.Since I only wrote down the things I wanted to say, this story was possible 33.Though no one will see it it was somehow fun34. 35.I wanted to try smiling like a human would, so I wrote a story 36.Sometime in the past the muscles in my cheeks atrophied 37.Whenever I’m appreciated I feel joy, surely it’s because I’m ugly 38.When I thought of wanting to be praised, I felt ashamed39. 40.I wrote shit about them since we won’t meet again 41.Friends, teachers, family of my past 42.Even you that I used to love in those days 43.Just that made me feel superior44. 45.As though to fill in my whole life 46.As though to fill in all my loneliness 47.I wrote everyday morning, noon and night 48.To the point of collapse 49.Because nothing can ever satiate me 50.That’s right, I must be “greed” 51.I want to create, I want to create, 52.I want to create, I want to create, 53.I want to create54. 55.Music, romance 56.Going to movies 57.To make things to talk about, I did anything 58.Vomiting and eating again 59.eating while crying, throwing up while crying 60.Somehow, isn’t it human-like61. 62.As thought burning up my entire life 63.I intently shook my pen 64.However many years, decades my lifetime is, just that much 65.You can’t think there’s any use for this shit 66.I already know that 67.I already know that, but68. 69.It won’t end like this 70.I haven’t written everything I want to say 71.I wrote spring, summer, fall, and winter 72.Because I will die in the end 73.In a trash heap of a room 74.I cried my eyes out as I wrote 75.That’s right, I’m a useless man 76.I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die 77.I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die, I want to create 78.I want to create, I want to create, I want to create 79.I want to create, I don’t want to die