Even though I wish someone would believe in me
Believing in someone has always been scary and impossible
Always turning what I see into black and white
It was frightening
A heart that seemed transparent
Desperately hidden
In the continued excuses
Say goodbye here
Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go
To that world with a tangible touch
Because it’s scary, I look away
Always escaping like that
I won’t live someone else’s life anymore
Because there’s something to protect
I’ll expose my true feelings
It’s okay to be pitiful, it’s okay to laugh
Still, I won’t give up, staying distorted
Rushing through the present
In blue, in blue
Always wanting to be called a good kid, I hid my true feelings
Someone pointed fingers, calling me a people-pleaser, ridiculing me
Always searching for ways not to be disliked
It was different, now I understand a little
It’s not about the “method”
What is it to live?
What is true individuality?
Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go
This world is full of unsolvable things
I’ll find my way gropingly
The story that only I possess
Leaving it to someone else
I won’t live anymore
Still a crybaby
I’ll convey, “I’m here”
Even loneliness, even weakness
Turning them into strength
It’s okay to be clumsy
Rushing through the present
In blue, in blue
These overflowing tears
Are tears for all the times I’ve run away
Proof that I’ve been deceiving myself and living
What have I seen and what have I known
To arrive here?
You want to change, right? It’s different, right?
I’m beginning to realize
Deep within the cells
Because it’s scary, I look away
Always escaping like that
I won’t live someone else’s life anymore
Because there’s something to protect
I’ll expose my true feelings
It’s okay to be pitiful, it’s okay to laugh
Still, I won’t give up, staying distorted
Rushing through the present
In blue, in blue