In my refrigerator
Love letters uneaten
Turning white, one by one

In a small red box
A ring that was never presented
It’s already April, one more breath

If this is a dream
I want to repeat it many times and
Pretend to understand you many times over
I want to find a way to not hurt you

How many more times will I pass through the same winter
Waiting for you in a room rusted over
It’s too cold, I can’t bear it anymore
My heart can’t take it
If I could go back to that first day
Even in this lightless town
Loving, knowing love,
Wish I could see you, but

Around midnight
I fall asleep without hope
Counting, one by one, cutting off memories

This was a dream
Because I was too caught up in my head
Stepping in, falling over many times
Getting hurt, crossing days, morning comes

How many more times will I wear the same clothes
Even the frayed hem
If you were by my side
I feel like I could endure the cold
Did the beginning already foretell the end?
My cold hands
Don’t forget, remember
They’re trembling

Even though we were so close
Even though we haven’t changed much
I’m still weak to the cold
I want to touch you again

How many more times will I pass through the same winter
Waiting for you in a room rusted over
It’s too cold, I can’t bear it anymore
My heart can’t take it
If I could go back to that first day
Even in this lightless town
Loving, knowing love,
Wish I could see you, but
Wish I could see you, but
Wish I could see you, but

In the fridge,
there’re “love letters” I didn’t get to eat
fading away one by one

In the small red box,
there’s a ring I didn’t get to give you
April is already here, and I take one more breath out

Wish this was all dream
Picturing you in my head again and again
Pretending like I know you again and again
Promise I would wanna find a way that will never hurt you

How many winters would I have to go by
In this rusty room,
it’s too cold to wait for you
and my heart couldn’t take it anymore
If we could go back to the first day,
the city with no lights
would be something we’d be loving and feeling the love
and I’d go straight to you

When it’s past midnight,
I go to bed with no hope
Counting one by one, just to block my memory

This was all dream
Already too much in my head
I’ve tried to get in and fallen again and again
Got hurt, woke up and here comes another day

How many times do I have to put the same sleeves on
The same worn-out cuffs
Wish you were right next to me
The cold wouldn’t matter
The beginning has shown me how it would end?
My palms are turning to red and…
Please don’t forget, just stay
Can’t stop shaking

Even though I was this close,
Even though I haven’t changed that much
Cold is still not my thing
I wanna touch you one last time

How many winters would I have to go by
In this rusty room,
it’s too cold to wait for you
and my heart couldn’t take it anymore
If we could go back to the first day,
the city with no lights
would be something we’d be loving and feeling the love
and I’d go straight to you
and I’d go straight to you
and I’d go straight to you