1.Swallowed down, unable to speak—fading away
2.Melting away—maybe that was for the best
3.Still holding it in, disappearing—please…
4.Swallowed down, unable to speak—fading away
5.Melting away—maybe that was for the best
6.Still holding it in, disappearing—please…7.
8.I can’t hear it—I just curl up in the corner again
9.Standing barefoot in the gaps of a spider’s web
10.I don’t understand myself
11.Will I never change? Can I just throw it away so easily?
12.Even though there’s nothing at the end of these tangled threads
13.I keep mumbling to myself
14.The dust on the shade keeps piling up15.
16.Pretending nothing’s wrong, yet I break—this lukewarm memory
17.Freezing my tears as I laugh—ahh
18.Pretending nothing’s wrong, I try dancing—mercilessly
19.My breath turns to pain—It’s your fault20.
21.Swallowed down, unable to speak—fading away
22.Melting away—maybe that was for the best
23.Still holding it in, disappearing—please…24.
25.I don’t want to have expectations, yet it drags on
26.It’s not that I’ve given up
27.A dark platform—stay gold
28.My heart is in poverty, unable to empathize
29.But that’s normal—I saw it coming all along
30.Clinging to words meant for no one, I stay rooted in place
31.In need of rehabilitation—
32.I can’t live carelessly33.
34.I don’t understand, but maybe that’s just how it is?
35.The effort to understand
36.At some point, bursts apart into tiny fragments
37.The dust on the shade keeps piling up38.
39.Pretending nothing’s wrong, yet I break—this lukewarm memory
40.Freezing my tears as I laugh—ahh
41.Pretending nothing’s wrong, I try dancing—mercilessly
42.My breath turns to pain—it’s your fault43.
44.The dust on the shade is a battlefield
45.I still can’t help but see it
46.Momentary memories of blood splattering
47.If I step out of line, I’ll be shut down again
48.I do it because it’s my job, but
49.Is thinking lightly about it actually more unstable?
50.I tried being quiet, being “mature,”
51.But I don’t care about appearances—so speak up, let it out52.
53.Someone finds joy in this lukewarm memory
54.Freezing my tears as I laugh—ahh
55.Pretending nothing’s wrong, I try dancing—mercilessly
56.My breath turns to pain—it’s your fault57.
58.Swallowed down, unable to speak—fading away
59.Melting away—maybe that was for the best
60.Still holding it in, disappearing—please…
61.Vanishing without a trace of love
62.Melting away—maybe that was for the best
63.Vanishing without a trace of love—please…
Translated by:
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