I did my best, but now
Until yesterday, I was normal
My heart feels strange
I can’t see clearly in this sandstorm
It’s like I’m not myself
Teacher, please let me sleep
I don’t need just a diagnosis
I’m totally fine, but
I just can’t muster the will to go on
In dealing with it seriously
I’m being scolded and feeling down
Avoiding vague answers
Anyway, I’m just a cold decoy
Until I can return to myself
Teacher, please let me sleep
I don’t need just a diagnosis
I’m totally fine, but
I just can’t muster the will to go on
Playing back at half speed
Symptoms that usually come suddenly
Not having the motivation is no big deal
In this era, it can’t go on without me
Ah, that annoying person is waiting for me, indulging in delusional harmony
A sign to bask in the light, switching roles
A state hidden beyond complete recovery
I did my best, but now
Until yesterday, I was normal
My heart feels strange
I can’t see clearly in this sandstorm