The cow drawn on the milk is looking at me and laughing.
Teacher, what is this classroom for learning?

Ah,

The two characters that jumped into my eyes, the classroom that burst into laughter
I become unable to say anything.
Laugh, as always.

What are you doing?
Who do you think it will be for?
Hey, it’s starting again today. Wake up already, you fool.
I wonder if you hate it, if you want to run away, or if you even want to kill me.
You gaze at me with pitiful eyes.
I will protect “you”.

All, all, all, all, all, all,
I’ll take care of it.
You just need to listen.
Ah,
What, what, what, what, what, what?
You’re pitiful. Because,
I will let you live, you foolish person.

“Do you want this?”
He answered with a refreshing smile.
“I want it”
I couldn’t immediately tell the difference between that angry voice and my father’s voice.
Shock ran through my cheeks. Those eyes, I had never seen them before.
“You, you are…”
I found out that’s the true feelings.

Because it is an experimental creature,
Let’s show our gratitude.
I don’t feel any pain.
“Disgusting,” everyone is out of their minds.

You fool, you.
Look at yourself in the mirror, intoxicated with fancy words.
You are the hypocrite who is somehow messed up, you fool.
You were made to prey on the weak.
As long as everyone is breathing,
Do you understand?
What are you afraid of?

Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid
Let me do it instead, move out of the way
You should be trembling right there
Hey
There is nothing with this.
Something that must be protected.
I will teach you how to survive.

Say “I’m sorry”
The hand that stroked me
Only being able to tremble
With that hand
Those hands that gently drew me in that day
Without any lies
I loved you, so
It should have been me

No need for a reason
To live
Don’t need a reason
To Die

First time I heard
Voice, voice, voice, voice, voice, voice
You said you’ll protect me
And put my mind at ease with kindness
It’s a lie, it’s a lie, it’s a lie, it’s a lie, it’s a lie, it’s a lie
The blurry outline that can be faintly seen
I have no choice but to kill him.

Hey
I saw it, I saw it, I saw it, I saw it, I saw it, I saw it
I hid deep in my heart
Something dark and insane
What? Love, love, love, love, love is wanted
I guess there’s no helping it, huh?
Will you be able to smile, just like me?

牛乳に描かれた牛がこっちを見て笑う
先生　この教室は何を学ぶための場所なんですか

嗚呼

目に飛び込んだ二文字　どっと嗤う教室が
何も言えなくなるんだ
笑え　いつもみたいに

ナニシテンダ
誰のためになると思ってやってんのさ？それ
ほら今日もまた始まるぞ　いい加減気づけ馬鹿
嫌なんだろ逃げたいんだろ　なんなら殺したいんだろ？
憐れむような目で私を眺める
“僕”が守ってあげる

全部全部全部全部全部全部
僕が引き受けてあげる
君はただ聞いてくれりゃいい
嗚呼
何て何て何て何て何て何て
君は可哀そう　僕が
阿保なお前を生かしてやる

「お前はこれが欲しいのか？」
つとめて笑顔で答えた
「それが欲しい」
その怒声が父の声と一瞬わからなかった
頬に衝撃が走った　その目は見た事もなかった
「お前はぁ、おまえはあ」
それが本音なんだと知った

実験用の生き物だから
感謝をしましょう
痛みは感じないんだって
「キモい」皆どうかしてる

バカカオマエ
綺麗ごとに酔う自分を鏡でよく見ろよ
どうかしてる偽善者はお前だろうが　この愚図
弱いやつを喰って生きるように創られてんだよ
誰も彼も息をしてる限りはな
アンダースタン？
何を怖がんだ

間抜け間抜け間抜け間抜け間抜け間抜け
俺が代わってやるよ　どけ
お前はそこで震えときな
なあ
これでこれでこれでこれで何もないな
守らなきゃならないもの
生き残る術教えてやる

「ごめんな」と言って
私を撫でた手
怯えるだけしか
出来なかったその手
あの日引いてくれた
嘘のないその手が
好きだった　だから
私だったのに

理由はいらない
生きていくのに
理由はいらない
人が死ぬのに

初めて聞いた
声は声は声は声は声は声は
私を守ると言った
優しく安堵させるように
嘘だ嘘だ嘘だ嘘だ嘘だ嘘だ嘘
おぼろげに見える輪郭
私は彼を殺すしかない

なあ
見たよ見たよ見たよ見たよ見たよ見たよ
腹の底に隠してた
どす黒く正気じゃないもの
は？愛が愛が愛が愛が愛が欲しい？
しょうがねえなお前はさ
俺と同じように「笑エルカ？」