The humidifier was on since the morning I woke up
The audio flowing from the morning
You made fun of my bed hair
I looked at the demo CD with your band’s lyrics
Pressed against my skin, with a silly expression
I struggled with my hair set
The day I got irritated and took it out on you
Days passed without being able to meet
The day I cried over the phone
Still, you seriously faced my selfishness
Staying by my side so as not to cause worries
Days with you, the room with you
Precious moments with you
From tomorrow, just ordinary days spent with an ex-boyfriend
Will I spend tonight crying again?
The tense room, a toothbrush that became one
The daily life that can genuinely make you laugh may have already disappeared
What should we watch today?
A movie marathon until morning
If we both wear it, it’s half price
On the way back, a knit bought at a thrift store
Even if we didn’t have much money
We were doing quite well having fun
But without love, everything disappears
Buying flowers to color our lives
Writing poems to reminisce
Wearing your clothes soaked with your favorite scent
Crying again
It was not “I love you,” but “I can’t be without you”
Everything in front of me was happiness
Laughing together, fooling around
Turning our backs and sleeping, being selfish
Hurting each other, comforting each other
Since that day, a sad revolution in our everyday life
I want to warm up, I want you to hold me
If I say my desires, I don’t want to break up
I want to hold you back, don’t say you hate me
The words you speak now, I can’t bear them