Always, even now, we’re planting the seeds;
Even now, we’re taking flight!
Today, when the sun rises, I take another step forward –
Though I thought I’d managed to change since yesterday…
I wonder why you don’t seem to notice?
The anxiety building in my heart begins to ache.
Even if I only look at things I’ve never seen before,
Even if I only hear things I’ve never heard before,
What reflects in these blue eyes is…
… always, even now, a shadow running in the distance –
But it’s not like I’ll just be waiting around forever!
Always, even now, we’re planting the seeds;
Even now, we’re taking flight!
I’ve been stamping the ground, demanding you acknowledge me –
Within this lies a vexation I can’t put into words.
The more I wish that I could be stronger,
The more I’m just spinning my wheels…
Playing tough… playing tough… not afraid of a thing,
But just laughing it off keeps me from finally telling you how I feel.
Sick of myself and pissed off, there’s a part of me that just can’t get it right;
Thinking it’s impossible, I end up at a standstill.
Though I don’t even have the guts, I’m still a sore loser; again, my tears fall,
As feelings like my unending anxiety form a whirlpool –
By the time I realized, the sun was already setting…
Assailed by the rain, assailed by the wind, I push onward;
I’m diving in, believing I can do it too!
Always, even now, we’re planting the seeds;
Even now, can you still see our flying forms?
Even if we ended up filthy and torn, it was something we desired:
It’s right here with us now.