Good and bad things go round and round
People get upset when opinions change.
You can’t just shut up. Everyone’s different.
Since you said I’m negative.
I couldn’t say anything else.
I want to talk about the bad things that happened today
In the next day or two.
I’ve had a lot of bad days.
I don’t have to be so cool anymore.
I’m spoiled. I’m always spoiled by someone.
But I want to be pampered. I want to be strong.
I want to be vague, and I want to see you.
I’m such an idiot…
The words flowing by
I can’t say what I want to say and it’s not good
I’m running away from the things I don’t like
But I’m still a child
I was scolded so severely I cried until I couldn’t speak
I don’t think I can be an adult yet
The future I want to look forward to, but it’s really up to me
I can say whatever I want and take it out on you
Suddenly, I collapse. I take off the bangle on my left hand.
Suddenly “lovely” becomes just “painful”
The light shines through and it’s dawn again
I can’t do anything, I’m still a shell
Time just keeps passing
I’ve been useless for a long time
My back curls up, one after another
People, seasons, times, hearts
I can’t keep up, can I?
I’m drifting away from what’s important
Looking at what’s already gone, it’s not good
I’m running away from the things I don’t like
But I’m still a child
I wonder how long I’ll be like this
I wonder how long I’ll cry
I’ll make it on my own someday
I’ll make it on my own someday
I wonder how long I’ll be like this
I wonder how long I’ll be crying
I’ll make it on my own someday
Someday I’ll make it on my own