Staring at the cloudless sky
I felt nauseous cuz it was just like you all
Stop smiling happily when
you don’t even know the value of heart
After all I noticed that
the world turns even if I don’t exist
Feels empty that I’m still striving to live
knowing that fact
Music never betrays
so I cling to it and write songs
I want to be happy
so I write unhappy songs
I could never be happy
I knew so
cuz I’m not ready to accept sadness
Found a stain on my pure white shirt
might as well throw it away
before my eyes are locked onto it
Besides the fact that you exist
life is just hard to live
Because I can’t swallow your words
I kept crouching down
Can you be a little more quiet?
Don’t smile like you understand
The sunset was too bright
so I wrote a song about losing you
You all don’t even know sorrow
so you won’t understand
what true loneliness means
I’ll probably continue to smile
and act like a clown
I was just about to jump off by the way
Ever since that day, I’ve been picturing the same thought everyday
You’ve become fainter
The more I picture, the more you fade
Summer is almost here again
My eyes were dazzled by morning haze
A leaf shone with dew
Those are probably tears of joy
Then why am I wet now?
What’s falling on me now is
indigo night dew
The night dew that darkens as you fade
I could never be happy
I knew so
cuz I’m not ready to accept sadness
Found a stain on my pure white shirt
A stain of sadness
that I can never get my eyes off of
So I threw it all away and escaped