1.I’m laughing but I’m crying inside
2.A taste of pain. Criticism? I’m living again
3.Everything I’m feeling, I keep bottled inside
4.A taste I can’t abstain, a cursed pet again5.
6.Frayed and muddled, I love myself
7.I shut myself down and keep my hands off
8.Try to kiss myself awake
9.But my scabs, they ache and ache10.
11.Choosing what I want and dumping what I don’t
12.I want to cast all reason aside and believe in fantasies
13.Inferiority is driving me insane. I am no marionette, that I ain’t14.
15.Put on, it’s all an act. More likes, please react
16.Boring? That a fact? A two-faced Cinderella
17.“I wanna dream” “I wanna disappear”
18.And so the lines are blurred between me, myself, and I19.
20.It’s all right and it’s all wrong
21.“I wanna dream” “I wanna disappear”
22.And so the lines are blurred between me, myself, and I23.
24.Maybe I could let you in on my secret25.
26.Playing the role of myself, true method, what am I, a psycho?
27.I’m gone. Where? I don’t recall. Or maybe I chose not to know28.
29.Wilting in the spotlight, I hate myself
30.A talent nagging away at me, I broke it off
31.I did as I pleased and regretted it again
32.I thought I’d “changed” but all I felt for myself was hate33.
34.This sucks, this sucks. Even laughter is targeted, it blends and adjusts
35.I wanna snap off the strings and breathe, it’s high time
36.Inferiority is driving me insane. I am no marionette, that I ain’t37.
38.Hated it all, I knew it all along
39.I tried to fight it but my feelings were dead after all
40.“I wanna choose” “I wanna discard”
41.And so the lines are blurred between me, myself, and I42.
43.It’s all right and it’s all wrong
44.“I wanna choose” “I wanna discard”
45.And so the lines are blurred because I’m a marionette46.
47.Put on, it’s all an act. More likes, please react
48.Boring? That a fact? A two-faced Cinderella
49.“I wanna dream” “I wanna disappear”
50.And so the lines are blurred between me, myself, and I51.
52.It’s all right and it’s all wrong
53.“I wanna dream” “I wanna disappear”
54.And so the lines are blurred between me, myself, and I55.
56.It’s all right and it’s all wrong
57.“I wanna choose” “I wanna discard”
58.And so the lines are blurred between me, myself, and I59.
60.Maybe I could let you in on my secret
61.Or maybe it doesn’t matter, so what?
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