Hey Teddy, what should I do?
I don’t even know what love is anymore.
Hey Teddy, am I allowed to live?
Tell me how to get out of this night.
Hey Teddy, even heaven doesn’t seem like fun to me.
Hey Teddy, it’s funny that it’s just you who are not here.
I don’t want any more of this, that or anything
No matter how much I loved you, I always found myself alone
But
I’ll keep on singing
My voice won’t reach you,
Even if it doesn’t reach you,
I won’t die.
Still
I’ll keep on singing
Even though you’re not here,
Even though you’re not here
To a morning still out of sight and far away
I can never get it all right, I’ve never been cool
But I’ve gotten back up again and again, “This is the only way”.
I scratched and cried
People laughed at me, but I never stopped.
I’d rather live my life being laughed at.
I’m not afraid of this, that, or anything. No, no
I used to get myself up with lies like this. Always.
You’re right.
I’ll hold on.
I’m gonna keep those songs
And this place
Alive.
I’ll always
Hear your voice.
Yeah, I’ll go on my own.
It’s gonna be okay. Here.
Hey, Teddy, do you mind if I live?
Hey, Teddy, is it okay if I stay here?
Hey, Teddy, is it okay if I wish to be loved?
Hey Teddy, hey Teddy
I kept yelling.
That I’m still here
Even if
I lose my voice
I’ll keep on singing
My voice will never reach you
But
I’ll carry on without you
I want to keep on singing
Always with this voice,
I hope it reaches you now
To a morning still out of sight and far away
“Hey Teddy,”
I keep asking like this. To myself.