1.Needles and string 2.Piece together our skins 3.A stitch over here and a stitch over there 4.Wrapped up our rotten flesh5. 6.Then I felt the breeze brushing behind my neck 7.I felt the weather 8.And I felt on my shoulder 9.The tiny drops of rain10. 11.By the time I reached for your hand, you were already gone12.
13.I let out a strange sound 14.Weay waaouh ah waaouh 15.When it dawned on me that I’ll never be unalone again16. 17.Looking for meaning in this series of fruitless events 18.So why am I here? 19.Oh why am I here? 20.Hey why am I here? 21.Just silence 22.I wish you were here, I wish you were here 23.You would have been so proud of my achievements24. 25.Letters and words 26.Paragraphs of inner worlds 27.A line over here and a line over there 28.Crossed out the past, memories in black29. 30.Then I felt your shame cutting into my chest 31.I felt your perversity, felt your barbarity 32.Felt the same demons in me33. 34.Time and time again I thought 35.If you never commented on how my body was so wrong 36.I would have loved it all along37. 38.My monstrosities are part of your natural science39. 40.If there’s no meaning in these extraordinary events 41.Then why am I here? 42.Oh why am I here? 43.Hey why am I here? 44.I’m content 45.So thank you for all the heartaches I experienced46. 47.I’m here to accept, I’m here to accept 48.I’m here to accept our judgements 49.Our human faults, our human thoughts 50.Our human flaws 51.Because you were never my god