Oh!
No matter what I do, nothing comes to mind!
I can’t write anything, I can’t write anything,
And I have nothing, not even a masterpiece.
I am a great writer that no one knows.
Then, if I drop everything and jump in the river,
Will this name be known?
Huh.
I want to be praised
And called a once-in-a-decade genius.
I wanted to be someone, but I couldn’t be anyone,
and now I’m just writing shitty gossip.
Mass production, mass production,
Not 1, 2, 3 ……,
4, 5, Rock!
Don’t leave me, world.
See, the talent of lying. A fad that imitates someone else.
I want to keep liking it, but I’m going to hate it.
I just want to pretend to be a genius
With an outdated pen today.
I don’t understand. What do you mean?
The promising newcomer is still a minor!
I’ve been doing this for 15 years.
It’s disgraceful that I’m still a nobody.
At 10, I was a child prodigy, and at 15, a gifted child,
After 20, I’m just an ordinary person.
Who says that “we are all the same”?
But that’s just a bunch of nonsense.
It’s a fleeting dream that I gave up on a long time ago.
That’s all there is to it.
Not 1, 2, 3 ……,
4, 5, Rock!
But I will definitely make this name known, the world.
You see, I’ve vomited my body and my mind, I’ve run out of tears and blood.
I will write this greatest masterpiece of my life until my body is empty.
If I could write such ultimate literature, I don’t care if my life is over.
If it is called genius.
Even if I buy my desires with money,
Even if I drown myself in alcohol,
“To write.”
It’s the only way to satisfy myself.
I use an outdated pen again.
Before I know it, it’s midnight.
Tonight, I will be able to write a piece of work.