I can’t put my thoughts into words
In my hands only sweat and the regrets of acting in haste remain
Even though all I want is to simply look straight ahead
I hopelessly gave up today as well
I turned my room pitch black
Red and blue, flashing
This room is a big space fleet
Only the SOS I sent out won’t reach
I keep my tears down
Because I want to know see it ends
Until I’m done I will reject this grief
Despite the pain and anxiety I’m feeling
Though unaware where in my body
I will continue to exert myself even in this kind of place
Because I found my reason
I won’t think things over
My breathing nor my conduct
Even when my unstable visage looks flawless
Now of all times will I not look back
To look back is frightening
It’s only this place that knows me
Leading me by the hand towards that place
Because if I think about it like that I can shine fiercely
What I want to reach isn’t the SOS
But these tender words
Even though I’m keeping my tears down
I will run ahead with a smile
And reach you on the shortest path
Despite the pain and solitude I’m feeling
Though I don’t know where in my body
I want to get even just a little bit closer to you
If only something changed
I want only my tender words to reach you
Merely born in this small universe
I only found you from a far away place
I keep my tears down
Because I want to know how it ends
Until I’m done I will reject this farewell
Despite the pain and anxiety I’m feeling
Yet unaware where in my body
I will still continue to exert myself in this kind of place
Because I found my reason