If you smile for me
That’s all I need
My body is just an ornament
An ornament for you
I’ll give you everything
I’ve changed my hair and my words
I’ve tried to erase my ego
It’s not me
But isn’t this what you like?
I understand if it’s what you like
I’ve been watching you, so I understand
That your affection is not directed towards me now
But still, the only one who can fill this dark heart
Is only you
Only you
Only you, really
Am I not good enough?
Hey, look, look, look properly
At the me I made for you
Look at me more properly
Because I can do anything
It’s already painful, painful, painful
A love that won’t come true
I already hate, hate, hate
But still, I can’t give up
It’s desperation
Although it should have been thrilling
Now it just hurts
My heart has already become
Sticky and broken
But still, the only one who has orchestrated me to smile
Is only you
Only you
Only you, really
That’s how it was made
Hey, look, look, look properly
I don’t understand any more signs
Look at me more properly
I’m swaying unstably
It’s already dark, dark, dark
Like sinking to the bottom of the sea
It’s already deep, deep, deep
How far do I have to fall?
Taking a joke seriously
I’ve come to a point where I can’t back down anymore
“You’ve changed” you say
With such a lonely look
Please don’t say that
Eat love
Eat more
Devour my heart
Completely
I’ve thrown everything away
Just a fragment
I want you to find
The real me
Hey, look, look, look properly
At the me I made for you
Look at me more properly
Because I can do anything
It’s already painful, painful, painful
I just want one thing
I already hate, hate, hate
I’ve lost everything
I’m such a fool