1.Hey, how are you? How’s it going?
2.Well, actually, I stopped doing stuff like that.
3.Yeah, it feels like there’s no chance of recovery anymore.
4.Please don’t ask me anymore.5.
6.Regret, estimation, a friendly chat.
7.Caregiving, pleasure, sharing — I surrender them all.
8.Yes, that’s right, it was completely and utterly my fault.
9.It’s just your typical story.10.
11.Wanting to make the plain and simple mine,
12.I killed the ideal that there’s a certain way things should be.
13.I’ve had enough but I don’t have it in me to run away.
14.So hurry and fall, even deeper.15.
16.“I want to keep living.”
17.Every night, I’m suffocated by this transparent summary.
18.The reality that eats away at my lungs,
19.Irrationality, loneliness, there’s no need to resent them.
20.They all mean nothing, after all.
21.We all have no choice but to live.22.
23.Hey, you. How are things?
24.Oh, you’re still doing stuff like that?
25.By the way, what happened with that person you were dating?
26.Please don’t say anything.27.
28.The future, jealousy, the sense of defeat.
29.Wireless, so I can’t even hang myself.
30.Yes, delightful. That was a very touching story indeed.
31.Are you happy now?32.
33.My heart, clouded in pitch black and in pieces –
34.I disinfect it with alcohol and go to bed.
35.I might as well just become the water of a murky river,
36.And I’ll fall, deeper… and deeper37.
38.“I want to keep living.”
39.Every night, this air that I choke on, the future,
40.And even this flesh that parades as an organ.
41.Happiness, this universe, there’s no need to question them.
42.They’ll never change anyway.
43.So there’s no need for us to know anything.44.
45.“I want to keep living.”
46.But in reality, I’m not sure if I do.
47.“I want to keep on living,”
48.Says the sacred text known as my DNA.
49.There’s no need to despise your instincts or your fear.
50.After all, nothing’s going to change anyway.51.
52.“I want to keep living.”
53.Though there’s no hope left for me,
54.“I want to keep on living,”
55.Says my instinct as it pulsates in a crimson red.
56.“I want to keep living.”
57.“I don’t want to live.”
58.And it’s extremely unfortunate,
59.But we all have no choice but to keep living.60.
61.I’m sorry I deceived you.
62.I’m sorry I couldn’t say it.
63.And it’s terribly sad,
64.But our suffering is the only bond we share.
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