1.Recently, there’s nothing I care to say
2.So I’ve strung together meaningless words
3.Escape from the need to illuminate
4.It’s like the bad nights Where I only do retakes5.
6.Even uncomfortable motions pass me by
7.The rain won’t let up, I toss The waterproof umbrella aside and pause
8.Emotionally heavily guarded
9.There’s never a seat left for me
10.Like that afternoon when I skipped class
11.How tiny to consider The price of surrendering
12.Still, I should be shouldering
13.Something special, right?14.
15.Oh no, the anesthetics haven’t kicked in
16.But the surgery has begun
17.The scalpel makes a cut and it’s done
18.Doesn’t matter what I say The free trial ends here19.
20.There’s nothing I want from the store
21.Just the “now” that was on sale
22.Pause the time!23.
24.The intro is over
25.Jam-packed city
26.Yeah, that’s my grave marker
27.My pent-up frustrations
28.Even if I throw my life away
29.I’d never be fulfilled
30.Your proclamation of suffering31.
32.At least I’m better off than the others
33.I just can’t seem to like
34.The things everyone else likes
35.I hate the way I’m proud of it36.
37.There’s no such thing as life after death
38.So I don’t even get a break
39.If I were to give it a name, hold on
40.I can’t think of one, let me be
41.I choke myself With the jobs I get accepted to
42.The eyes appraising my actual value
43.I ponder my honest feelings in the morning
44.It’s not like you’d let me explain45.
46.Inject overconfidence
47.I question its validity
48.A visible temperature
49.The machines were gone50.
51.The swan is a prelude to the night
52.The reason for going with the flow And drifting commune
53.How many times did I count down For the night to arrive?
54.What a difference Between turning up the meter and not
55.We showed off our weaknesses that we pried
56.The lighter from that day shined brightly57.
58.The intro is over
59.Jam-packed city
60.Yeah, that’s my grave marker
61.My pent-up frustrations
62.Even if I throw my life away
63.I’d never be fulfilled
64.Your proclamation of suffering65.
66.Dispel the night though I’m still lost67.
68.You lost the train ticket
69.Got dressed up and Ready to night
70.If you’re diving in, then take it with you
71.The outro plays on
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