1.Even though I haven’t been hurt, there’s a place that strangely aches
2.Even though I have nothing, there’s something that feels heavy
3.Even though no one has seen it, it’s something everyone carries
4.Something that’s screaming, wanting you to find it5.
6.If only something like this didn’t exist
7.There wouldn’t be any pain
8.Yet it seems I can’t stop being myself9.
10.Still alive, still alive, in this distorted shape
11.I want to be touched, but I’m afraid of you seeing my true self
12.Doubting, trembling, unable to become one
13.Still, when I think of you, a gentle, gentle warmth ignites—my Heart14.
15.Soft and round, I want to touch it. Sharp and pointed, it pierces me
16.Things don’t go as I wish, yet my feelings only grow stronger17.
18.Born with nothing
19.And able to take nothing with me
20.Why, why do the things I cherish only keep increasing?21.
22.Still alive, still alive, stained with murky colors
23.Every time I act strong, every time I hide, I get dirty, I can’t stay pure
24.Words get stuck, my voice trembles, I can’t smile properly
25.Even so, when I look at you
26.My gaze becomes just a little transparent27.
28.Clumsy, awkward, fragile, soft, sharp
29.Like nothing else, belonging to no one
30.In my heart, I’m still alive
31.And I will live again32.
33.Still alive, still alive, in this distorted shape
34.I want to be touched, but I’m afraid of my true self being seen
35.Doubting, trembling, unable to become one
36.Still, when I think of you
37.A gentle warmth ignites
38.So painful, yet so precious—my Heart
Translated by:
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