1.The days are blending together
2.Pretending like I don’t notice
3.Drowning in mental fog so thick my hands might close where my throat is.
4.Not gonna rap that “I’m cursed”
5.My words got heavy
6.And sure enough the steady ebb-and-flow of life subsided, but I wasn’t ready
7.Last night, I thought up a song
8.But I’m too wired to hum it
9.Inspired sight, like tunnel-vision on the life I got from it
10.Not tired yet, right? Hah.
11.“It’s fun,” I’ll tell ya that much.
12.Adventures oughta be remembered as such.
13.But, I’m not well.
14.Not today, not tomorrow
15.These souls inside my pocket are just sanity I borrow
16.“Sayonara” to the sorrow of eternity alone? Ya, right.
17.Part of the joke is that it’s all that I’ve known
18.It’s justified— can’t help that I romanticize your concern
19.Now I can fantasize forever if you never say the words “Goodbye”
20.This tainted mind-set really must go free
21.Finding someone so fuckin’ wonderful when I’m just so… “me.”22.
23.Searching by city light,
24.You’ll never find me.
25.Running through a cursed night
26.“Do you have a death wish?”
27.Shut the lid tight, it’s complicated
28.Could ya not look inside, it’s complicated.
29.Somehow, I’m just a page in, but I’ve cried and I’ve grown
30.To shut away the conversation of my “highs-and-lows”
31.自分の目で見えたいの？
32.この絶望の美しさ33.
34.Laid back in the cracks of my past, it’s kinda funny
35.Got sick of the tricking myself into thinking that others would
36.Only run from me because, as you know, I’m Death— You heard about me?
37.I’m kinda famous, now it’s awkward…
38.But welcome to my constant state of mind
39.Like, could you knock first?
40.話せない言葉
41.みんなの心配ごとは耳につながらない
42.Why’s it every time your kindness is making my chest unbearably tight?
43.But, not for the first time
44.A terrible night for a curse,
45.But don’t you worry, cuz it hurts fine.
46.Drunk, lost, CalliP
47.Wandering Rengoku-shi
48.Enlighten me— is this what they call a “sunk cost fallacy?”
49.Frightening, in spite of things I want tossed my way
50.I’m looking everywhere at once and months are passing like days.
51.“By myself” is just better. I know I say that a lot
52.But if somebody holds you back, then you cannot become god.
53.Lost in the night, 情けない Hostile, hostage or free
54.These childish eyes will only show my mind what I wanna see.55.
56.Searching by city light,
57.You’ll never find me.
58.Running through a cursed night
59.“Do you have a death wish?”
60.Shut the lid tight, it’s complicated
61.Could ya not look inside, it’s complicated.
62.Somehow, I’m just a page in, but I’ve cried and I’ve grown
63.To shut away the conversation of my “highs-and-lows”
64.自分の目で見えたいの？
65.この絶望の美しさ66.
67.自分の目で見えたいの？
68.この絶望。。。
69.自分の目で見えたいの？
70.Wanna see it?
71.Fine, this time, look for yourself.
