1.I keep hurting things so skillfully, while these hands stay clumsy as ever
2.I count what matters to me, yet something is always missing3.
4.With aching fingers and regret, I dig a hole
5.Deep enough for me to fit inside. That, I guess, is life6.
7.Breathe in, breathe out, live how you like
8.Would it be nice if I could say “being myself”?
9.And then I’d finally be alone—truly, officially alone
10.That would probably be a lot easier11.
12.If I die, where will I go? Will it end like falling asleep?
13.Will even sadness disappear? It scares me—I can’t stand it
14.Will I be able to forget everything? Will everyone forget me too?
15.Why does my chest hurt like this? Please, tell me16.
17.I’ve grown tired of living, not so much that I want to die, but still
18.I keep digging this deep hole—I’m just so tired19.
20.The more dear things I have
21.does that mean there’s more I can lose?
22.If that’s the case, then I—then I
23.I should’ve been alone from the start24.
25.If I die, where will I go? Will I be able to see you one more time?
26.Will you see how weak I am? I hope you’d laugh it off
27.Will all this anxiety disappear? Will there be no more tears?
28.Why am I alive? Please, tell me29.
30.I can forget—but the truth is
31.There’s nothing I really want to forget
32.Even the words I hated, even the words we used to hurt each other
33.they etched me into this world
34.Thank you35.
36.If I die, where will I go? If I die, where will I go?
37.Anywhere is fine—I just don’t want to lose anything anymore
38.If I die, where will I go? If there’s nothing there, I want no part of it
39.I don’t want to keep living, but please, tell me40.
41.If dying means I can meet you, please, tell me
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