1.It was all just an illusion I had hoped for
2.I wanted to believe
3.I wanted something to cling to
4.A spiral-shaped hole opened deep inside me
5.It’s not just me; it’s inside you too, isn’t it?6.
7.I no longer hope to be forgiven
8.Even as I hold you close, I still can’t make out the silhouette
9.Is this the price for hurting you without hesitation?
10.Your eyes wavered and pulled away from me11.
12.Which one do you want? Such a cruel question
13.How many times will God throw it at us?
14.Every time I take a different path
15.Behind me stretches a single, long shadow
16.With the small fragments that anyone can grasp
17.What can I even do?
18.Which one do you want? Such a cruel question
19.How many times will God throw it at us?20.
21.I swallowed it all without understanding
22.I didn’t want to see it
23.I didn’t want to touch it
24.The seed of that flower that sprouted deep inside me—
25.It’s not just you; it’s inside me too26.
27.If I’m going to wish for a warmth I can’t touch
28.I’d rather desire a fabricated form of myself
29.Even if you won’t tell me
30.I’ll find it on my own, all by myself31.
32.What I lost in trying to take hold of both—
33.Even if I defy God, I’ll take it back
34.Every time I swear by the pain
35.My back is etched with countless deep scars
36.With a choice no one else would make, in my hands
37.What can I even do?
38.What I lost in trying to take hold of both—
39.Even if I defy God, I’ll take it back40.
41.If you’re alive, then I must be dead
42.If I’m alive, then you must be dead
43.We turn our backs on each other44.
45.It was all just an illusion I had hoped for
46.I wanted to believe
47.I wanted something to cling to
48.A spiral-shaped hole opened deep inside me
49.It’s not just me; it’s inside you too, isn’t it?50.
51.Which one do you want? Such a cruel question
52.How many times will God throw it at us?
53.Every time I take a different path
54.Behind me stretches a single, long shadow
55.With the small fragments that anyone can grasp
56.What can I even do?
57.Which one do you want? Such a cruel question
58.How many times will God throw it at us?
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