1.As I pretend not to hear
2.One of my earphones
3.Gets pulled out by you4.
5.I want to forget
6.I don’t want to remember
7.Holding my breath
8.Silently
9.Waiting for the bell to ring10.
11.“Goodbye”12.
13.I may try to reach for the stars14.
15.“Thank you”16.
17.But it seems everything I can’t do
18.You can do better19.
20.I want to be you
21.I’ve always been filled with hate
22.My facade doesn’t let me sleep
23.It’s midnight
24.And I’m overflowing with fears25.
26.I tell myself I’ll be fine
27.And now
28.It doesn’t matter one bit
29.Insecurity disguised as maturity
30.I wanted to be you31.
32.“Sorry”33.
34.Trying to keep it under wraps35.
36.“Youth”37.
38.I pretend to be your friend and smile
39.Regrets
40.I don’t feel hurt, not at all41.
42.I realized what I didn’t want to
43.That it wasn’t me
44.The smile meant for you
45.Was so dazzling
46.It took my breath away47.
48.I cannot be you
49.That’s all it is, and all it ever was
50.I awkwardly wave to you
51.Like I always do
52.In the classroom after school53.
54.Even this pain
55.Is a part of my youth
56.Goodbye
57.I turn the page without saying those words
58.See you tomorrow59.
60.I tell myself I forgot it all
61.Surely
62.Feigning ignorance
63.Insecurity disguised as maturity64.
65.All I wanted was
66.I wanted to be you
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