1.An ache upon an unsatisfying grayscale
2.My confidence vanishes3.
4.I ignored our chipped blades
5.I worked overtime
6.Just for maintenance
7.But I knew all along
8.That this faded color was an irreversible law
9.So I might as well pray
10.There’s no turning back now11.
12.I thought I had made up my mind
13.But I’m still haunted by doubt and anxiety
14.A bundle of emotions torn to shreds
15.With nothing left for me to gain
16.What’s more important than one’s life
17.Is to shoulder that burden to sever this monochrome18.
19.I keep searching for the answer to an unsolvable thesis
20.While making choices until I die
21.Then I remember where we came from, and the lives that could never interact
22.No one is allowed to use the scale
23.Since it falls apart in an instant
24.So, what can I measure ourselves against?
25.Instead, I hold onto your words that gave my heart meaning26.
27.You stand there with your morals inside out. But I could never fault you for that
28.A sudden flashback to when I severed my only escape
29.Each time I dodge death the memories become fatally clear30.
31.When I look back on the past it’s hateful yet nostalgic
32.Your hasty, reckless look
33.Fuels my outdated inferiority complex
34.I can’t seem to wash away
35.The incompatible color I have selected
36.And yet, a still unfinished future lies before my eyes37.
38.A lingering thought haunts me
39.I tell myself over and over
40.Stop assuming and embrace the distance
41.Be reckless and draw the bow
42.A quiver more important than one’s life
43.Is to shoulder that burden to pierce through this monochrome44.
45.I keep searching for the answer to an unsolvable thesis
46.While making choices until I die
47.Then I remember where we came from, and the lives that could never interact
48.No one is allowed to use the scale
49.Since it falls apart in an instant
50.So, what can I measure ourselves against?
51.Instead, I hold onto your words that gave my heart meaning52.
53.It’s always a paradox
54.The moon waxes with each regret and sadness
55.The massive, unconquerable foe is
56.The darkness that dwells within me
57.I forsook my pride and joy
58.But I am still confounded by this flock of imperfection
59.Beyond that white and resentful midnight sun
60.Awaits an illusion etched in black
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