Don’t know who I am & I can’t stand
Missing in action I was separate
To now embrace & paint my days
With all my parts I hate and love
Slipping through a crowd of dark
Melting in the shadows down
I’m sinking into the ground
Feel my fire fizzled out
Every time I look for more
Tell me “you be wasting time”
Burying the voice and words
To express a heavy mind
What’s my color?
The mix of all my hopes and fears
Watching others
Anxiety gets more severe
What’s my color
Before I let it disappear, disappear
My scars are hiding
Darkness, violence, vices,
That keep me holding on to kindness, they all are mine
My heart is holding
Sadness, loneliness, crisis,
That keep me looking where the light is,
They’re all my life
It’s who I am
As one we stand
Missing in action I was separate
To now embrace & paint my days
With all my parts I hate and love
Have you seen the rising sun
Running to the horizon
Clear of any confusion
See there’s no competition & you can be the best of one
You don’t got to try, it’s done
Never try to be someone
Stay myself and I’ll stay young
Here’s my color
The mix of all my hopes and fears watching others
Anxiety gets more severe
Here’s my color
Now shout it like the world must hear, world must hear
My scars are hiding
Darkness, violence, vices,
That keep me holding on to kindness, they all are mine
My heart is holding
Sadness, loneliness, crisis,
That keep me looking where the light is,
They’re all my life
It’s who I am
As one we stand
Missing in action I was separate
To now embrace & paint my days
With all my parts I hate and love
Pulling the knives out from my heart
Coming to understand my parts give up keeping them at distance
Killing this resistance
My scars are hiding
Darkness, violence, vices,
That keep me holding on to kindness, they all are mine
My heart is holding
Sadness, loneliness, crisis,
That keep me looking where the light is,
They’re all my life
It’s who I am
As one we stand
Missing in action I was separate
To now embrace & paint my days
With all my parts I hate and love