staying up late
late at night
laying on the floor in my
bedroom
“I’ll be okay”
I’m lying to myself on
the daily

lately I’ve been in and out of
my head
I’m stuck with these demons and
I can’t rest
god knows I’ve tried
I need you to just leave me
alone

tears fall through the palm of
my hands
I feel the pain in the back of
my head
I fall apart
and turn to ashes

my heartbeat is going slower
I can feel the pressure in my
lungs
I can’t breathe
I fall apart
I’m going nowhere

泣き疲れてふて寝
cause I’m so tired
放心状態
零れ落ちてゆく涙はいつも
雨に紛れて消えてしまうの
冷たい風が僕の体を冷やして
心は目の色よりも黒くなっていく
they say
that I’m no one till I’m
somebody
閉ざしてた心の鍵を探してる

いっそ逃げてしまいたい行く
当てもなく

oh I tried to run
I couldn’t hide
I’m ready to die

もうこの思考が頭から離れない

shit I’ve been looking for
answers
(but nothing ever helped)

tears fall through the palm of
my hands
I feel the pain in the back of
my head
I fall apart
and turn to ashes

my heartbeat is going slower
I can feel the pressure in my
lungs
I can’t breathe
I fall apart
I’m going nowhere

I just cannot understand
I believe in nothing at all

tears fall through the palm of
my hands
I feel the pain in the back of
my head
I fall apart
and turn to ashes

my heartbeat is going slower
I can feel the pressure in my
lungs
I can’t breathe
I fall apart
I’m going nowhere

I just cannot understand
I believe in nothing at all