How did she get so mean?

Operating freely from another
My head and my heart hate each other
Can you keep a secret?
Keep it undercover
Everyday I wake up it’s a struggle

Love me when I’m under your spell
Hate me when I’m giving you hell
Judge me till you’re blue
Like you love to do
You taught me how to hate myself

Now she hates everything
How did she get here?

How did she get so mean?

Dirt is all up in my wounds
On my knees begging for the truth
Ask me which side I am gonna choose
Whatever side is without you

She couldn’t ever feel a thing
She couldn’t hear herself think
Now she hates everything
How did she get here?

How did she get so mean?

She couldn’t ever feel a thing
She couldn’t hear herself think
Now she hates everything
How did she get here?

How did I get here?