ディストーテッド・アガペー

Distorted Agape歌詞・Lyrics
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もしもまた生まれ変われたならば 次はどんな人に生まれたらいいかな 明るいだとか友達が多いだとか もう何だっていいよな 今の自分じゃないなら 自殺志願者も人殺しも偽善者も 教師も聖職者も小さな女の子も 自分自身の心を守るだけで 精一杯 目一杯 それだけでもう時間切れ 出鱈目な空想で今日も傷付いたんでしょう たぶん言われるの嫌だろうけどさ 少しくらい分かるよ そうやって 自分だけずっと責め続けて 逃げ出したくて 抜け出したくて 変わりたくて また躓いて もう死にたくたって構わないから そこに座っていなよ 見つけに行くよ 誰も代わりになれやしないよ 許さなくていいから 少しくらい笑いなよ ねえ 時が来たら 役に立てるように ノート引っ張り出して お話を書いたよ 沢山書き殴って見返して気が付いて 寒気がした これは全部 自分のことじゃないか 「いつまでも いつまでも幸せに暮らしました」 そこで終わるなよ その先だよ 知らなきゃいけないのは 受け取った 幸福を 壊さない方法を 見つけ出したくて 掴みたくて 守りたくて また壊されて もう誰のこともさ 信じなくていいから そこで寝ていなよ 探しに行くよ 君の代わりに 笑ってはやれないよ 何もないのは 僕だって同じなんだよ 何かを渡したいのだけど 何も渡せるものが無くて 仕方ないからこの身体を 細かく刻んで歌にしたよ 君がもしも望んでるなら どれでも好きなの拾ってよ 君の大嫌いなこの世界を いつまでもここで歌うから ここにいるから もう死にたくたって構わないから そこに座っていなよ 何度でも見つけに来るから 誰も代わりに許してはやれないよ 君を許せるのは そう 君しかいない だからどうにかして生き延びてよ ずっと閉じたままでも構わないよ それを笑う奴がいたってさ どうせ君を殺せやしないから 自暴自棄だっていいよ やたらと人に怯えないでよ 僕を許さなくていいから 少しくらい笑ってよ ねえ
moshimo mata umarekawareta naraba tsugi wa donna hito ni umaretara ii ka na akarui da toka tomodachi ga ooi da toka mou nanda tte ii yo na ima no jibun ja nai nara jisatsu shigansha mo hitogoroshi mo gizensha mo kyoushi mo seishokusha mo chiisana onnanoko mo jibun jishin no kokoro wo mamoru dake de seiippai meippai sore dake de mou jikan kire detarame na kuusou de kyou mo kizutsuitan deshou tabun iwareru no iya darou kedo sa sukoshi kurai wakaru yo sou yatte jibun dake zutto semetsuzukete nigedashitakute nukedashitakute kawaritakute mata tsumazuite mou shinitakuta tte kamawanai kara soko ni suwatteina yo mitsuke ni iku yo dare mo kawari ni nare ya shinai yo yurusanakute ii kara sukoshi kurai warai na yo nee toki ga kitara yaku ni tateru you ni nouto hipparidashite ohanashi wo kaita yo takusan kakinagutte mikaeshite ki ga tsuite samuke ga shita kore wa zenbu jibun no koto ja nai ka ‘itsumademo itsumademo shiawase ni kurashimashita’ soko de owaru na yo sono saki da yo shiranakya ikenai no wa uketotta koufuku wo kowasanai houhou wo mitsukedashitakute tsukamitakute mamoritakute mata kowasarete mou dare no koto mo sa shinjinakute ii kara soko de neteina yo sagashi ni iku yo kimi no kawari ni waratte wa yarenai yo nani mo nai no wa boku da tte onaji nan da yo nanika wo watashitai no dakedo nanimo wataseru mono ga nakute shikatanai kara kono karada wo komakaku kizande uta ni shita yo kimi ga moshimo nozonderu nara dore demo suki na no hirotte yo kimi no daikirai na kono sekai wo itsumademo koko de utau kara koko ni iru kara mou shinitakuta tte kamawanai kara soko ni suwatteina yo nandodemo mitsuke ni kuru kara dare mo kawari ni yurushite wa yarenai yo kimi wo yuruseru no wa sou kimi shika inai dakara dou ni ka shite ikinobite yo zutto tojita mama demo kamawanai yo sore wo warau yatsu ga itatte sa douse kimi wo korose ya shinai kara jibou jiki datte ii yo yatara to hito ni obienaide yo boku wo yurusanakute ii kara sukoshi kurai waratte yo nee
If I were to be reborn, What kind of person would I like to be? Someone cheerful? Someone with a lot of friends? I guess anything is fine, as long as it's not who I am now. Suicide seekers, killers, hypocrites, Teachers, clergymen, and little girls... They protect their own hearts, giving it their all, with all their might. But with that alone, time has already run out. Today, you've been hurt again by ridiculous fantasies. You'll probably hate hearing it, but I do understand just a bit. That's the way you go on attacking only yourself... You want to run, you want to escape, You want to change, but you trip again! It doesn't matter if you want to die, Just don't keep sitting there! We're going to find it! No one can do it for you. You don't need permission, so just smile a bit, okay? Hoping it would be useful when the time comes, I pulled out my notepad and started writing a story. After scribbling a bunch and looking it over, I realized something. It gave me chills. Everything I just wrote was about me, wasn't it? "They lived happily ever after..." Don't let it end there! Look beyond! You have to figure out what comes next. There's a way to keep the happiness we've received from breaking... We want to find it, we want to grasp it, We want to protect it, but someone breaks them again! You don't have to trust anyone Just don't keep sleeping there! We're going to find it! I can't smile for you. I have nothing, just like you. I wanted to pass something on, but had nothing to give. With no other option, I chopped my body into little pieces, each a song. If you happen to want one, please choose any that you like. I'll keep singing about this world you hate so much. I'll be right here. It doesn't matter if you want to die, Just don't keep sitting there! I'll keep on coming to find you. I can't forgive you for someone else. You're the only one who can forgive yourself! So try to keep surviving somehow! It doesn't matter if you stay closed up in your shell. Even if someone laughs at you for it, it's not like they can kill you. It's okay to despair. Don't be so afraid of other people. You don't have to forgive me, just smile a bit! Okay?
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    Jika aku terlahir kembali, Terlahir menjadi orang seperti apakah aku ini? Orang yang ceria? Orang yang mempunyai banyak teman? Kupikir, tak peduli apapun itu, selama itu bukanlah aku yang sekarang. Orang yang ingin bunuh diri, pembunuh, hipokrit, Guru, pendeta, dan gadis kecil... Mereka melindungi hati mereka sendiri, mengusahakannya, sebisa mungkin. Namun hanya demi itu saja, waktu sudah habis. Hari ini, kau terluka oleh fantasi gila lagi. Kau mungkin takkan suka mendengar ini, namun aku mengerti sedikit. Itulah caramu menyalahkan dirimu sendiri. Kau mau lari, kau mau kabur, Kau mau berubah, namun tersandung lagi! Tak peduli jika kau ingin mati, Tapi janganlah terus duduk di sana! Kita akan mencarinya! Tak ada yang dapat melakukannya untukmu. Kau tak perlu meminta izin, jadi senyumlah sedikit, tolong! Berharap ini akan berguna pada saatnya, Kuambil buku tulisku dan mulai menulis suatu cerita. Setelah banyak corat-coret dan melihatnya lagi, kusadari sesuatu. Aku merinding. Bukankah semua yang kutulis ini adalah tentang diriku? "Mereka hidup bahagia setelah dan selamanya..." Jangan akhiri itu di sana! Lihatlah! Kau harus lihat apa yang terjadi selanjutnya. Ada cara 'tuk menjaga kebahagiaan yang kita terima dari kehancuran... Kita mau mencarinya, kita mau meraihnya, Kita mau melindunginya, namun orang lain menghancurkannya lagi! Kau tak harus percaya pada siapapun Tapi janganlah terus tertidur di sana! Kita akan mencarinya! Ku tak dapat tersenyum untukmu. Ku tak memiliki apapun, s'perti dirimu. Ku ingin meninggalkan sesuatu, namun tak memiliki apapun untuk ditinggalkan. Tak ada pilihan lain, aku memotong tubuhku ke bagian-bagian kecil dan mengubahnya menjadi lagu-lagu. Jika kau menginginkannya, pilihlah manapun yang kau suka. Aku 'kan tetap bernyanyi tentang dunia yang sangat kau benci ini. Aku 'kan ada di sini. Tak peduli jika kau ingin mati, Tapi janganlah terus duduk di sana! Aku 'kan tetap datang 'tuk mencarimu! Aku tak dapat memaafkanmu 'tuk orang lain. Kaulah satu-satunya yang dapat memaafkan dirimu! Jadi teruslah bertahan entah bagaimanapun! Tak peduli jika kau tetap tertutup dalam cangkangmu. Bahkan jika seseorang menertawaimu karena itu, mereka tidak bisa membunuhmu. Tak apa berputus asa. Jangan terlalu takut akan orang lain. Kau tak perlu memaafkanku, hanya tersenyumlah sedikit! Tolong!
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