From that day on, I hated everything
Just being alive
I cried countless times in vain
I can’t go back to that day anymore
I’m still standing
I’m wandering through the hopeless night
I’m holding a pain that can’t be erased
Even now, it’s futile to raise my voice
In the light that seems to disappear at any moment
I feel like I’ll be able to reach you
Yes, I’m breathing with my heart closed
I can’t see hopes, dreams, or the future
The meaning of life, there is no answer
I want to disappear
I can’t get out
Common days are now
It’s irreplaceable
Recognizing it, chewing it up and crying
I’m still like this
With a presence that only breathes
Wandering around in a hopeless reality
How do I move forward
Someday I’ll be able to smile without hesitation
I just try to find the strength to live
I can’t find it, I want to get it
I’ve already called your name over and over to make sure
The seasons pass and everything keeps changing
Your smile and your voice
It’s fading, I just stand still
Even if I cry so much, even if I try to regret it
I will never reach you again
If it’s allowed
I want to feel a faint warmth
The twinkling constellations are still the same as that day
Gently illuminates my heart
The days when we laughed together can never be brought back
The courage to step forward, the courage to live
I’m breathing with my heart closed
I can’t see hopes, dreams, or the future
The meaning of life, there is no answer
I want to disappear
I can’t get out