I crossed the sea and realized
I thought of you and realized
I’m the one who chose
To become a monster

The taste of salt I witnessed that day
The view of the sky I saw in my dreams
Made me forget even my pain
Like dust in the wind

I can’t even remember the taste of honey
Even the sweets I used to eat
Are like a lump of clay at this point
Only emptiness remains

When I look in the mirror
A monster I’ve never seen before is reflected there
An unknown face
Muddy with foundation

The wind fluttered and the flowers laughed
My face can be seen there
I was able to love all of it
Because there was a future there
The heart of this fantasy beats
The people we loved are forgotten
And we can’t go back anymore
It’s pulled out at the roots

Buried in love, it becomes summer
As the sea breeze leaves, it becomes autumn
Diving into the soil, it becomes winter
Before I know it, my skin is peeling off

Growing horns, I cried out
Batting my wings, I bathed in the sea
I became a monster and exalted the night sky

Loneliness alone turns to cold
Snatching at my heart
I realize my memories of faces I saw
Are constantly changing

My body never grows up
Rusting, turning into coal
Each time these wings danced
A new wind would leave the past behind

The reason I liked the rain
The reason I hated the snow
Was because I wasted countless nights crying
Until everything had become faded
The heart of this fantasy beats
The songs we loved are forgotten
And we can’t go back anymore
It’s devoured down to the roots

I crossed the sea and realized
I thought of you and realized
I’m the one who chose
To become a monster

The winter is so cold that it hurts
So I searched for the sight of your face
Even the things I cut away that day
Were carried by these wings

The wind fluttered and the flowers laughed
How many years have passed
Since I started living so recklessly
That I forgot those days you loved
The heart of the fruit beats
All meaning is forgotten
At this point, I can’t go back anymore
So I’ll live recklessly
Devouring each day

Many times, for many years
I will remember
With hollowed wings
I will fly

Crossing the sea I realized
Thinking of you I realized
The one who chose to become
A monster was me

The taste of the salt I saw that day
The skyscapes in my dreams
Are like dust dancing in the air
I forget even the pain

I can’t even remember the taste of honey
Nor the sweets I used to eat
Now like a lump of clay
I have this lingering wretchedness

I see my reflection in the mirror
Now a monster I have never seen before
And this unknown face
Rocks my foundation to the core

The wind fluttered and the flowers smile
And there was my face
I loved anything and everything
Because there was a future
The vision sends my heart beating
I’ve even forgotten the people I love
There’s no going back for us
We’re going to uproot everything

Covered in love summer comes
The sea breeze passes autumn comes
Dive into the earth winter comes
Unaware the skin has flaked off

My horns sprouted and I cried out
Brush off the wings and bathe in the sea
I became the monster and celebrated the night sky

Only loneliness can carry off the heart
In place of the cold
Before you know it
This stranger’s face is ever changing

As I am I will never become an adult
Only the body rusted will turn to ash
Every time my wings flutter a new wind
Leaves the past behind

The reason I loved the rain
The reason I hated the snow
Is because anything and everything fades
How many nights have I wasted in tears
The vision sends my heart beating
I’ve even forgotten the song I loved
There’s no going back for us
We’re going to uproot and devour everything

Crossing the sea I realized
Thinking of you I realized
The one who chose to become
A monster was me

Winter is cold and painful so
I’ve been searching for your face
Even what I cut off that day
The feathers carried all away

The wind fluttered and the flowers smile
I foolhardy lived so much that I forgot
The days that I loved you
How many years have passed
Fruit that sends my heart beating
I’ve forgotten what that means
It’s too late I can’t turn back
Recklessly I’m going to
Consume the days away and live

Many times over many years
I remember
On clipped wings
I fly away