There’s no one I like left.
They’re in Heaven or Hell
Places no one can see.
Memories of when I was 3
Good memories from 23 years ago
I can’t quite remember them
But I can’t fully forget.
Even the dirtiest details appear beautiful:
A familiar voice… leaving me… to be with someone else…
I toss them into the trash can known as Memory,
Pour gasoline on top, and watch them burn—
Then change into my mourning dress until someone comes for me.
The only reason I’m living is to die
That’s why I was born, that’s all there is to it.
If I could just go to the grave, I’d be happy
Sleeping in my coffin, covered in tattoos, with these cold hands.
Everyone’s crying, and that’s just the worst
That’s just the worst
Just the worst…
It’d be better to forget it all.
Clinging to the past is so unsightly
So I don’t need it anymore.

Hot lips. Cold hands.
Make me forget those words.
Strong drink and a frightening dream
Just let me dance with my eyes kept shut.

The road leading to a brighter place,
Won’t necessarily be free of darkness…
Where’s the exit? All I see are entrances.
I ran on through that deep forest.

Even if my feet are torn apart
Even with a false leg
No matter how far
Run, Melos!*
I close my mouth
But my opening eyes
See a pool of strong drink and vomit.
I can never go back
But if I could do it one more time
I’d like to spit out that saliva I drank—
Men can go back on their word, too!
I love you, that’s why I hate you
But if I could see you right now, I’d like to…
Happy, but suffering
We’re so greedy…
Asking for too much again
We’re making empty pleas…

Hot lips. Cold hands.
Make me forget those words.
Tight jeans. Kind eyes.
Call me by that dear, old name.

In this wide world there lies an unknown stage
I hate my briefcase, it only gets in the way.
Strong drink and a frightening dream
When I die someday, empty-handed would be best.

好きな人はいないもう
天国か地獄
誰にも見えないところ
３歳の記憶
２３年前のいい思い出も
思い出せないけど
忘れられないこと
汚いものでも　美しく見える
懐かしい声　俺から離れ　誰かのとこへ
記憶なんてゴミ箱へ捨てる
ガソリンかけて　燃やしちゃえ
喪服に着替え　お迎えがくるまで
生きてんのは死ぬ為
そんで産まれてくる　それだけ
お墓の中へ　行ければ幸せ
眠る棺桶　刺青だらけ　この冷たい手
みんなが泣いてる　そんなの最低
そんなの最低
そんなの最低
全部忘れたらいい
過去にすがるなんてださい
もういらない

熱い唇　冷たい手
言葉なんか忘れさせて
強いお酒にこわい夢
目を閉じたまま踊らせて

明るい場所へ続く道が
明るいとは限らないんだ
出口はどこだ　入口ばっか
深い森を走った

足がちぎれても
義足でも
どこまでも
走れメロス
口閉じれるけど
開けるめを
強いお酒と吐いたゲロ
二度と戻らない
出来ればもう一回
飲んだ唾を吐きたい
男にも二言あり
大好きだから嫌い
会えるんなら会いたい
幸せなのに辛い
俺たちは欲張り
またないものねだり
なにもないお願い

熱い唇　冷たい手
言葉なんか忘れさせて
硬いジーンズ　優しい目
懐かしい名前で呼んで

広い世界に未知なるステージ
カバンは嫌い　邪魔なだけ
強いお酒にこわい夢
いつか死ぬ時　手ぶらがbest