Ugh
The cherry tree is blossoming disgustingly beautiful
What on earth is it eating and digesting?
Watching the scattered residues of love, I’m clicking my tongue
Where have all the cherry blossom watchers gone, come to think of it?

I inhaled it with my lungs full
Until my throat burns
I want to feel pains by you relentlessly
The rabble gathers under the tree
Like the winged insects of summer into the light
They seem to want to feed on beauty

It’s an anomaly, you see
Nobody’s even noticed it
The sheer vividness, which makes people mad
Many bodies are under that tree!
A monster eating the same things as you

Innocent pale red, which red blood soaked into the cloudy sky of a flowery cold
The day I was ruined by its cruelty
Someone sang this song
That God’s hands are blotchy pink
The fractal structure that caress the heaven with its countless fingers,
swallowing up the spring

I inhaled it with my lungs full
Until my throat burns I want to feel pains by you relentlessly
I want to go back to before I was born
Or to end this life by dedicating the long surplus of now to beauty, ah

It’s an anomaly, you see
Nobody’s even noticed it
The sheer vividness, which makes people mad
Many bodies are under that tree!
It’s eating the same things as you

I wonder how much I’ve lost
Good morning to anxiety and depression
This is good, happiness doesn’t suit me
With an empty conscience
With vacant eyes
I’d like to take a long look at the pink inside you

はぁ
嫌味なくらい美しく咲いている
何を食って何を消化しているのか
散らばった愛の吸い殻に舌打ち
花見客はそういや何処に消えてしまった？

肺いっぱいに吸い込んだ
喉が焼けるほどまで
執拗にあんたで痛みたい
樹の下に集る百鬼夜行
夏の灯の羽虫たち
美しさの糧になりたいみたい

異常なんだよ、ほら
気づいていないんだ、だあれも
気が狂いそうなほどの鮮やかさに
あの樹の下には×××が埋まっている！
あんたと同じもん食ってる化け物さ

花冷えの曇り空に赤い血が染み込んだような
あどけない薄紅の残酷さに毀たれた日
誰かが歌ってた
神の手はにじむピンク
無数の手指で天を撫でる
フラクタルが飲み込む春

肺いっぱいに吸い込んだ
喉が焼けるほどまで
執拗にあんたで痛みたい
生まれる前に戻りたい
長い蛇足の今を
美しさに捧げて終わりたい、あー

異常なんだよ、ほら
気づいていないんだ、だあれも
気が狂いそうなほどの鮮やかさに
あの樹の下には×××が埋まっている！
あんたと同じもん食ってる

いったいどれほど失ったんかなあ
不安と憂鬱におはよう
これでいい、おれに幸福は似合わない
空っぽの良心で
うつろになった目で
あんたの中身のピンクを眺めていたい