Every day is like a day off,
Tho I’m feeling a bit empty,
Feeling lonely.
This is becoming addictive,
Drowning into the pain.
My love makes me dazzling!
Studying and common sense are boring!
Sparkling all the time!
Wanna be carefree~!!!
What a burden!
Don’t wanna get involved with humans!
But don’t want to hate too;;
Still alive even as a social withdrawal.
Ain’t it fine
To be myself!
In the “free” cage,
I’m actually planning for my dream.
I’m trying desperately!
Don’t laugh at me!
All of my concern
Is about the aim to get out!
Tho I’m shining in the photos,
In a dim room, wrapped inside the duvet.
It’s not the truth, not at all.
Defeated by reality, puzzled and lost.
If I don’t go, my scary parents will yell at me!
But if I go, my classmates will pierce me with their glare!
Having no place to go, nowhere to stay.
The only relief is the love towards my fav!
Damn it!
Blow off the school!
No one ever
Cared about me.
Don’t want to grow up
As a filthy adult!
Wanna love
My “feelings”!
My love makes me dazzling!
Studying and common sense are boring!
Sparkling all the time!
Wanna be carefree~!!!
What a burden!
Don’t wanna get involved with humans!
But don’t want to hate too;;
Still alive even as a social withdrawal.
Ain’t it fine
To be myself!
In the “free” cage,
I’m actually planning for my dream.
I’m trying desperately!
Don’t laugh at me!
All of my concern
Is about the aim to get out!