The more I spend in times of fractured happiness
I’m sick of it Like a starved and sad hyena
Biting getting in the way just forcing my ego on others
Wait… who’s in the wrong?
Floundering, crying, holding, smeared in blood
Why can’t I change? Am I the only one?
Can’t I be happy? Will my prayers remain unanswered? Is that why I bolt?
Making no effort to love but still want to be loved?
I’m so weak weak weak and stubborn
Can’t do anything on my own
Pretending to know it all kept love at arm’s length
That’s me but I’ll become strong
Listen
Whenever I see happy faces passing by
I’m sick of it my heart begins to turn pitch black
I scream with scorn but nobody turns around
Wait… Where is the pain?
Cut off, split, scratched and wither
Can’t things change? At least let me
Standing in the midst of happiness acting lonely
No attempt to understand just blame others, right?
I’m so weak weak weak and stubborn
Can’t do anything on my own
Pretending to know it all kept love at arm’s length
That’s me but I’ll try to be strong so listen
Until now
I lived life thinking I was all alone
But now I can move on
‘Cause it could be the two of us
If you feel the same way too
I’m so weak weak weak and stubborn
Can’t live all alone anymore
I’m so weak weak weak and vain
‘Cause I can’t do anything on my own
“I want to be with you forever”
I wish for it with all my heart
That’s me but will you let me stay by your side
That’s me but I’ll try to be strong so listen