An eternal loop of dysphoria Our scrambles in a chain
Where would our end be seen?
The balance I entrusted my life upon through presumption of innocence
Its justice and raging bravery
Have now become useless
ーーーWhy?ーーー
With these hands, I can’t touch such a small heart with enough care
My twisted fate is now a multifold of forbidden wings
The blade I was entrusted with
Stabs me in the back and becomes sin
This is the Karma, where consistency faces its back towards God
Even in a future not of madness, I’ll shoot an arrow at that bull’s eye
Why? Call my name
The view still scarred onto the back of my mind
The sequels to our pointless dreams, aiming for that hill
We would’ve been able to keep smiling
Doubting and doubted, I lock myself away again, today
I could only knock the door with bombs
I made a mistake somewhere
ーーーWhy?ーーー
These hands could only keep stealing
Never able to caress
The wings that learned that the sky is gray over blue
In exchange of stealing the evil eye
I cannot be myself anymore
This is the Atonement and Reincarnation which once had a name
No matter whatever happiness I gain,
I cannot touch it with these hands
Why had I met you?
The smoke scorched onto my throat
Carrying this much pain within myself
I found that there was no reason I had been born
The bloody today, washing the sun with blood
I found that there was no reason I had been born
Unable to save a single thing
I was about to stand for the Cross
I found that I could but become nothing
The scaffold smirks and invites me over
Pretend wings defeated by my twisted fate
The blade I was entrusted with
Stabs me in the back and becomes sin
This is the Karma, where consistency faces its back towards God
Even in a future not of madness, I’ll shoot an arrow at that bull’s eye
Why? Call my name
The view still scarred onto the back of my mind